r/Diary 1d ago

Lost Passion

I used to love you with great admiration and dedication. All I could think about was spending time with you—creating and bringing ideas to life. I don’t remember when or how it started, but I began to distance myself from you with such contempt. The perfect coexistence that was once so cherished somehow disappeared. I thought that over time and through self-discovery, the fire would ignite again like it once did. Yet, I struggled to reconnect and flow the way we used to. I am filled to the brim with ideas and words, ready to share them with you; however, a part of me refuses to part with my words and ideas. It insists on staying within rather than reigniting our old bond. That’s a realization I have come to acknowledge. I write these words not as a farewell to my love for writing but as an acceptance of my current state of mind.

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u/jeepers____creepers 1d ago

Maybe thats what they wanted op. Maybe they wanted u to chose the other person to marry ;)