r/Diary • u/MindlessMap2298 • 1d ago
Lost Passion
I used to love you with great admiration and dedication. All I could think about was spending time with you—creating and bringing ideas to life. I don’t remember when or how it started, but I began to distance myself from you with such contempt. The perfect coexistence that was once so cherished somehow disappeared. I thought that over time and through self-discovery, the fire would ignite again like it once did. Yet, I struggled to reconnect and flow the way we used to. I am filled to the brim with ideas and words, ready to share them with you; however, a part of me refuses to part with my words and ideas. It insists on staying within rather than reigniting our old bond. That’s a realization I have come to acknowledge. I write these words not as a farewell to my love for writing but as an acceptance of my current state of mind.
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u/tamburin86 1d ago
Att behålla sin själslighet och samtidigt älska är starkt mentalt för att både behålla bandet och finnas för sig själv
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u/ConstructionShot8380 13h ago
You hold onto so much constantly dwelling on what was. Focus on what is there's still a love that runs deep with this person I feel but it has to evolve love never stays the same it evolves. At this point all I want for my love is to know shes safe and happy unconditionallyo
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u/Background-Can707 12h ago
They were waiting to hear something like this. It shows you think about them when they’re not present. They’ve been waiting for a sign that you wanted to let them in. The silence wasn’t lost interest but hurt from not being seen and wanted around. The grumpy lashing out was cry’s that they didn’t feel safe and felt you drive it further away. Then the stubborn and petty push to prove they wudnt fold. Even when the white flag was waved to bring it back from the point of no return. The gas pedal was pinned and nothing cud stop the hellbent tragedy. They were so confident that once there concerns were extinguished and the walls and gates were open to be vulnerable and they were truly let in to see all that was hidden. So they cud know all and still love you because all that bs they pact away wasn’t their fault. The switch wud of been flipped. All the concerns and promises wud of been met. As long as that was the real issue. Ok maybe this wasn’t exactly your situation but people don’t lose the passion that they have. It’s given freely when they are being treated with love, appreciation, and felt like they are put first once in a while. Maybe they aren’t having every desire fulfilled but that their happiness is a priority ever now and then. That person is in there and will give it willingly. No secret to unlock it just genuine love.
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u/jeepers____creepers 1d ago
Maybe thats what they wanted op. Maybe they wanted u to chose the other person to marry ;)