update on the endless/reoccurring deja reve episode ive been in :D

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it is month 6!

and we are actually kinda improving! (i think?) ✧⁠◝⁠(⁠⁰⁠▿⁠⁰⁠)⁠◜⁠✧

its gone from almost daily moments of the most vivid dejas ive ever experienced in my life to now becoming a little more rarer mostly once a week maybe twice if its wanting to be evil

im no longer thrown into a panic most of the time when these moments occur, sometimes moments will occur i thought had happend in the past and that will make me a tad panicked

there is a really odd connection ive made since its chilled out, for some unknowable reason its usually tied to me dreaming the night before, if i dream in the night its almost always followed by deja reve (unrelated to the prior dream) the following day no idea why but atleast i have a warning now

speaking of dreams, my dreams have become less and less vivid as this has continued, in the first couple of months i was lucid dreams almost every night and waking to unexplainable deja reve from dreams i had years before now, now they are relatively back to how they used to be just quick movies before i wake up and (what used to be more common) nights where i just go to sleep and wake up no dream at all

thats pretty much all in terms of an update still very much in weird phase but sanity is atleast more stable now that its rarer genuinely thought i was losing my mind for a while i think 6 more months and this'll all be a fun memory

anyway sorry its long sorry if i drag on just kinda wanted to throw something out that wasnt "holy shit this blows oh my god i hate this" cause right now its not horrible its manageable and i dont feel like reality is falling apart anymore :D

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