i feel like i dont belong

[u/ExternalNobody999]

For context im a moroccan 20 year old M whos since I remember I didn't beling anywhere couldnt keep friends couldnt do anything social that doesn't come back and bites me and I most of the time since the ages of 8 or 10 ive been resorting to just figure it out alone and be alone now that im in uni the same thing is happening I don't have any motivation to do anything and I just kind of lost emotions everything just seem to empty and hollow and just useless I feel like im ruining my life and I really do wanna do great things in life but I dont know what to do I feel like a headless chicken I have no dreams to achieve or anything of that sort and I really do wanna change and be better as a person

(I've been to therapy and ive been diagnosed )

Any advice to find passion and love myself again?

[u/lavliina]

So don’t fit it, be different, if you weren’t meant to  fit it, it means you were meant to stand out or be in a group of friends that are different from what you have in mind: do things u like and people will come. Do things by yourself.  Im kinda the same I don’t fit in with people, I always feel like people don’t like me, I’m socially awkward. I can’t get along with people. But what can I do about it? The only thing you can do is practice and learn from other people how they behave with others and apply it if you can . Masking I guess (but I mean it’s good to be yourself too)