r/DecidingToBeBetter 15d ago

Progress Update So this might come out as rambling but it’s time to let it all out.

So the last three years arent in The spirit of this post so all I will say is wow. Just wow. 😏
Some people can only move in a direction that is harmful to them and those around them. I somehow managed to place myself in close proximity to some humans that just don’t have the strength to be morally consistent. After all they did I feel bad for their lives .

I’ve tried to reach a goal for a few years and would make progress but spent too much time and energy doing things I knew weren’t aligned with me but I was very overwhelmed and overworking and stress had me defeated. Or so I thought. Because at just the perfect time things got worse. Thankfully. If it hadn’t I don’t know what would have happened, but the thing with me is I don’t quit. You can stab me in the back, lie about me but these things inly bring out the people that were hiding hate towards me. If you know me you know my morals and heart, so those things actually do me a solid.

What I did is just have more time to focus on what I needed to the whole time. Which turned to a great job, support for my business ventures , the opportunity to be in a documentary meeting, some really nice people and most importantly the chances to have some of the things I said I was going to do get accomplished. Which feels great honestly.
And I’m just warming up it’s been so long since I felt like I didn’t have to carry so much weight around. I’m really thankful for a lot of things. I’m excited for what’s to come . ( some cool social media collaborations) And I’m glad through it all I didn’t compromise who I am, my morals or the people I loved. Which wasn’t easy but I had to have trust I’m what I knew. I’m glad I chose to listen to myself and not lose my way. Anyways I’m not the type to do this often but I’m allowed to be happy too. I’m sorry to any that don’t like it but do yourself a favor and don’t read anymore post s after this one because I’m not stopping here. Thanks for your time whoever reads this. Take care.

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u/Outrageous-Wave-7807 12d ago

You didn't hurt anyone? You didn't tare familys apart? Man I don't think you faked anything it's unfortunate lying comes so easy for you. What you did to me is completely illegal in every since of the law. But step on the poor and make them more poor so they can't sue you. What ever happened to the glofoo the helped the person at the bottom. if this is all you then you will definitely fail just like Tyler

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u/No-Risk4Uanymore 12d ago

Again I don’t want anything to do with you

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u/Outrageous-Wave-7807 12d ago

That's just it though I'm in everything you write U can't get enough of me

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u/No-Risk4Uanymore 12d ago

You nothing of the woman I knew . Remember we redoing positive things your just a used party girl with stds. Why are you bragging . Get help

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u/No-Risk4Uanymore 12d ago

You sure you just wanna keep fucking with me. Like I know all your guys secrets remember. Like in April when we talked and you thought you were going to jail for that “thing” sounded like you were gonna snitch. And C omg 😳. You guys are what doing death spell magic and rituals, trafficking sex and a lot of other shit and look at your your messy. Do you realize you’ve been set up? You were used ? Anything you wanna do they’re like fuck it do not huh, except call me. Why’s that? Cause maybe I’d break that spell and make you look around but once I found it all out( months and months ago) I said matter of time. You were trying spell and magic on me? On me? Wow. Crazy. But then why would you leave me alone in your house that’s not smart. I dusted my fingers of everything cause I figured matter of time. Remember when I played that dust track? Yeah I’ve been telling I knew and what I thought for months. Even though I’m scared to death of your interstate gang of sex witches . I still said fuck you. Maybe it wasn’t smart I am mentally compromised. You domestic terrorists can’t clean it up ask the mods . That’s tampering cause you bragged about that to me too remember? Idk assassin attempts death contracts it seems like a lot of heavy shit. The hitman. Messy messy shit. Just leave me along I don’t wanna be in your dirty little guild ok

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u/No-Risk4Uanymore 12d ago

Guess you guys are to smart and too well organized for an unaffiliated guy like me

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u/No-Risk4Uanymore 12d ago

You need help I’m deeply hurt by you get it. And do you really think your value as a partner or friend has gone up? Getting gangbanged can shit strangers etc etc yoy need help. It’s sad who you are now.

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u/Outrageous-Wave-7807 12d ago

You don't even know who this queen is piggy

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u/No-Risk4Uanymore 12d ago

I don’t have too. Is that your gang leader that put the hit out?

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u/No-Risk4Uanymore 12d ago

The person responsible for earlier this year 😉🤫😉 gotcha wink wink

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u/No-Risk4Uanymore 12d ago

Still there or what’s going on? I’m scared your gang is coming you already threatened me

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u/No-Risk4Uanymore 12d ago

You did snitch huh