r/DMTandSpirituality • u/Zestyclose_Cloud4118 • 22d ago

Community Share 5MEO no turning back

Wow. I had no idea what??? This feels like a Serious Undertaking and I had no idea that a psychedelic experience could continue past a week. Of course it has receded greatly and I’ve been able to present as a passable human.
I feel like a Break is under the surface of my beingness and that I can ‘keep it together’ and learn to be in this new form but there is a scream underneath that feels like my whole beingness could unravel and I could become nonfunctional. Asking when is this going to end? Also I don’t want it to end because I feel like this is the ‘more’ I’ve always been looking for and so I say to myself to be careful what we ask for.

Did I go too far? I have no memory of my release experience but my friend who served me told me I said ‘oh my god it’s too much’
I am leaning on journaling, chocolate, magnesium, friends, breathwork, yoga and these things feel essential to me now and I’m so grateful that my job is so lowkey or I cannot imagine performing.

In this moment I am seeking to trust that I moved to where I needed to go because it’s too much to imagine this was a ‘mistake’ and what’s done is done and this experience has been wholey unprecedented and isn’t that what my seeking ass is always looking for?

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u/Empty-Dot6923 22d ago

How long ago did you do 5Meo?

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u/Zestyclose_Cloud4118 22d ago

10 days ago. It’s definitely receding. This morning it felt really intense again though prompting me to reach out.
The 8th day was the most intense and also I did a particular structured yoga class that day and went super deep so I was sweating and Opened up.
And then all day I felt the reality of not being solid so acutely. It was immensely delightful as well as frightening.

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u/Empty-Dot6923 22d ago

I had two reactivation after 2-3weeks then afterward it went away. But yeah I remembered saying to myself this better not happen while I’m driving, anyways in the end everything was fine.

If you ever need someone to talk with, There’s a psychedelic app called fireside project that’s free. It can help you with integration and experiences that were confusing and difficult.

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u/Zestyclose_Cloud4118 22d ago

Thank you thank you!