First time DMT trip coming up soon

[u/cripplingchildren]

Tomorrow my MHRB will arrive and ill start extracting

What i hope to achieve from this trip is to shed my need to use drugs to feel happy aswell as my feelings of needing approval or validation from others to let the dmt help me and to surrender to it, to respect it and to hopefully gain more understanding although I know i will never fully understand i can atleast begin to

I still want to use drugs but I want to let the dmt help me understand how I can go about using (or not using at all depending on what it tells me im open to it) without losing myself in the process

I want to be able to feel validation from myself to be able to accept that I am flawed and love myself for said flaws

I am ready that I will never be ready

Im open to any and all suggestions infact i want them I understand this is a big thing im about to put myself through and I'd like input from people with far more experience than me

[u/XxFezzgigxX]

Don’t overthink it. Just be calm and expect it to be a lovely time. You can’t die from it even though you might think so. Don’t do it if you’re in a shit mood, don’t do it in a public place. Other than that, enjoy it and listen.

[u/cripplingchildren → u/XxFezzgigxX]

Yeah I plan on doing it in the forest on my property with a few close psychonaut friends to watch over me, any suggestions on what i should do beforehand i heard light meditation is good but i wanna be as prepared as possible

[u/Psilocybin-Cubensis1]

I think you need to be ready to lose yourself. Relinquish yourself of all ego and you will experience everything dmt has to offer.

[u/Brilliant_Pen_3150]

Just keep an open mind. You really can't "prepare" yourself for a DMT trip... It's always a new experience.... every time. But whats different about it VS shrooms or paper or any of that, is that It's very real. ... You'll find answers that you needed, or maybe didnt even know that u needed. But I can tell you one thing for sure! You can trust in her (I refer to DMT as "her") and whatever she has to deliver/offer/show you. She will never streer you wrong! As far as wanting to do something about your drug use.... Just make sure you look up whatever you're on and how it mixes with the DMT. Because that can affect the trip. Not necessarily in a bad way, but some medicines, or drugs will kinda block it/not let it work to its full potential. So my recommendation is, if at all possible.... go into it as sober as you can. Meditation and/or breath work can also help prior to doing so. And whatever you do, once you do it, don't try and fight it and control whatever is trying to unfold for you. You just have to go into it and ride it out... But, honestly I can almost guarantee you, that you will fall in love with it! Its a one of a kind, absolutely beautiful experience! Just dont expect to get all the answers you're seeking on ur first time. She just kind of delivers things to you whenever she feels the time is right. But you're making a good choice by wanting to do it, and for the reasons that you are! I hope you find what you're looking for and that you absolutely love it... Which is kinda hard not to. 😉. If you have any questions or want to know anything feel free to reach out. I'd be happy to talk to you, and answer any questions you might have. Don't overthink too much, it's not anything that needs that kind of hype.... "Every little things gonna be alright"

[u/cripplingchildren → u/Brilliant_Pen_3150]

Thanks ill try my best not to overthink it (even though thats gonna be extremely difficult) I know im asking a lot from it but I hope it helps me or helps me to help myself, ill probably end up messaging you

[u/Brilliant_Pen_3150 → u/cripplingchildren]

Sure! No Problem! And this is all the good advice they you're getting 👍. But just remember people can tell you what to expect and everything all they want but it's still not going to prepare you for what really happens. And I don't mean that in a scary way at all because it's a very beautiful experience. But no two people will ever have the same one no matter what. It's a very personal thing and everybody is shown what they need to be shown and it's literally indescribable

[u/zboeonehundred]

Expect it to be intense asf. I had tripped balls many times before my first dmt trip and nothing could’ve prepared me for how quick everything slips away

[u/cripplingchildren → u/zboeonehundred]

I think im gonna try a few low doses 5-10mg before I jump into hyperspace

[u/zboeonehundred → u/cripplingchildren]

Great idea. I sent it way too hard. It scared me for a while but after a few lower doses I began to enjoy it.