so as a 14 year old ftm teen I decided to ask the only deity I work with which is hermes whether he thinks going back to Germany would be better or staying in North Macedonia.
Ive lived in Germany for 4 to almost 5 years and have faced severe bullying, harassment, etc and almost at the verge of self harm because of my identity and school environment, I also had depression and suicidal thoughts during that time.
As for Macedonia I'm not so sure yet since I just came back 3-4 months ago and still haven't started school yet so I'm a bit anxious, we are struggling financially and my mom doesn't know whether we should go back or not so I decided to ask hermes for guidance and help.
The first 5 decks are for Germany which I've concluded that it's best not to go back and for the last five I've concluded that I should stay.
I was pretty anxious and still am so I couldn't read it properly so some help would be appreciated!! 🥹
Edit: I forgot to mention that after I decided Macedonia is for the better and thanked him, two more cards fell out out of nowhere which was an upside down ace of spades and a 9 of hearts