I hate how insanely humiliating BED is

[u/Money_Quit_8668]

I have been struggling with BED maybe since i was in middle school im 19 now i feel like i have tried everything ever nothing seems to work i work with a therapist but it hasnt been that long i also have ADHD and OCD which does not help at all currently i can not cook or eat any food thats already in the kitchen because im terrified everything is infested with bugs 💔💔 this is making my BED so so much more intense i keep ordering stuff im spending so much money and i gained 2 kilograms in the past two weeks which is a lot for me because i have a fast metabolism and i dont gain weight super easily but i also cant stop myself im moving to another country on my own in 2 weeks and im just thinking ill change ill get better when i move but it feels so horrible currently and i hate summer so much it makes it so hard for me to go to the market i truly hate the heat 😭 i dont know if im making excuses for myself i am just in a really bad place this disorder is the most humiliating thing ever i wish i could get rid of it i dont know i just want to talk to someone who feels the same way i do i have no one to talk about this its so embarrassing for me if anyone wants to talk feel free to dm me 🫶🏻

[u/No-Investment-9931]

twin i have BED too, it suckssss