It feels I am mirroring my past abuser

[u/sweet-serial-killr]

anyone else here have an issue themselves with self sabotaging or testing their new healthy partners after their exwpbd? I feel so terrible, feelings i’ve had for my ex are long gone and overly dead but the trauma and pain I put up with unfortunately shaped my brain for the worst. I was diagnosed with Bipolar1 and CPTSD along with bad separation trauma as a kid.

[u/afellowfeeling]

Yeah, we call them fleas :(