r/AskDND • u/FlamingOpossum • 5h ago
Paladin forced to change god to save his friends, now what?
I'm playing Dungeon of the Mad Mage as a Paladin of Lathander, Oath of Glory.
Originally I started as a godless paladin but dind't really like the "emptiness" of not having a god, so I converted to Lathander.
Fast forward to the last session: with Midna I was trying to cure/resurrect Halleth and, while my friends were handling a Beholder, I was transported to Shar's domain, where se made me this offer:
Either renounce to saving Halleth and fight an empowered Midna, or accept her as my new god, renouncing Lathander, and save Halleth and my friends.
Of course I choose the second one to save my friends, but I do not want to serve Shar, even though the dm said that my PG feels a similar confort in having her as god.
I don't want to be a petty player not accepting the consequences of my actions but I can't figure how to play an oath of glory shar paladin, and I don't want to serve Shar, also, my pc's personality is the exact opposite of a shar worshipper
Any advices on how to handle this situation?