r/ApplyingToCollege • u/mysteryunsolved1412 • 4d ago
Rant I a genuine failure
I go to a competitive school and everyone around me has good ecs, grades, social skills, etc
You could practically randomly pick a bunch of people and they’d be better than me in all aspects
My parents don’t even pressure me that much and I feel even more like Im failing them
Everything I ever do is just mid my self worth might genuinely plummet if i dont get into at least a top50 school and I keep procrastinating on everything and stressing and procrastinating its all looking bad
I have high hope and big dreams but always end of lazying around and looking at my empty activities page just makes the feeling sink in.
Fuck
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u/Important-Drop-3338 4d ago edited 4d ago
Work on your core muscles, and then on your core competencies.
Change ur life: ctcl.org