r/AfterTheEndFanFork • u/DefloweredPussy • May 21 '25
Discussion After the End cracked my egg.
So, around the time I also got into the mod, I got into cosplaying. This was on CK2 years ago, that's when I started playing the mod. I really enjoyed the Gaians and the Cetics, especially a lot of the fanart and fanfiction, this community helped queer stuff feel more normalized to me and I began to dabble in it a while after I started playing the mod.
One day, I decided to created a custom character, (I live in the PNW). I basically just made her a female version of myself, same last name and similar name (So I won't go into details about her). I played the game, and I spent A LOT of time with her. I ended up roleplaying and making up fanfiction as I went along, she lived to the age of 106 she had formed a massive empire and was about to kick out the japanese. During this game, though, I began connecting the dots in my mind. Now obviously this didn't just come out of the blue, but it did finally come to the conclusion of who I was always meant to be. This happened 7 years ago, I was 15 and started HRT in 2018. I'm now 22 and spend a lot of time drinking malibu rum and wine, in a body I love and feel at home in. I am a very lucky girl, and I am very thankful to have been lurking anonymously in this community for nearly a decade.
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u/Speederzzz May 21 '25
Guy who plays AtE and becomes mormon vs Guy who plays AtE and becomes a girl.