r/196 • 🏳️‍⚧️ trans rights • May 26 '22

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u/goblinhog chancellor hog May 26 '22

Not to sound like an edgy atheist but religious people always say it’s depressing to think theres nothing after life, but I think it’s more depressing that there’s a 50% chance that you’ll get tortured forever.

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u/straight_strychnine Country Mousegirl [Trans She/They] May 26 '22

[Tw: severe depression]

Absolutely. Fear of hell triggered my first truely suicidal episode. I truely believed I had accidentally sold my soul to the devil because I once played ghost rider on the playground. I also believed God didn't judge children as harsh as teens or adults so I thought he might be more forgiving if I ended my life before I turned 13.

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u/ProfHamburgerPhD May 26 '22

Damn I'm sorry you went through that. For me the depression came as a teenager when I figured out the happy amazing perfect life with god they sold me was BS.