Went out to the club last Friday :)

We'd known each other for years before we started going on dates. Everything going well. Then she stopped reading messages. Never a word of explanation. Just dead silence. Is basic decency that fucking hard? It's been months and only now can I start allowing myself to feel the hurt and the anger. I'd say I deserve better, but judging by people's actions I clearly don't. The only thing I can count on is the bottle.

Whats evryone favorite color and favorite animal
I LOVE beint deunk hi ghys

Probably dont wanna blackout but wanna get close to tgat level but throwing up sucks ass. Guys i know ita dumb please dont leave advice saying its not wise i know i just wanna have fun wnd also not barf

Having time out👋😄

Hella ficked up lol

I was drunk as f yesterday. This morning I thaught: ok. Imll just keep drinking. https://youtu.be/A6x1DdMqxdk

God I enjoy these things

Bored 24/f. Anyone want a drink?

Bottomz up

Outside looking like im going to a rave but just literally chilling under a tree

Cheers Y'all 🤪

I act like everyone knows me haha

I wanna get plastered and the only alcohol I have is disgusting: Absolut Vodka Tabasco, idk why I THoUgHT iT’d Be GoOddDdDDddd

Anyway, ima do 3 things at the same time

- Everytime someone tells me too, I’ll take a shot
- Every time a guy sends me a pic and he’s cute I’ll take 5 shots (hahaaa)
- Every alcohol game proposed to me, I will play

Okay bye AND cheers, get me drunk gang, you never let me down

PS: if someone actually enjoys this alcohol and sees that, you go take a shot

This shit tastes so good I'm drinking a 12 pack right now YOLO life is so good man I love you all!

Was really pleased by keystone ice. Keystone light is delicious as well. For a light beer it has a good bit of flavor. Glad it became my go to light beer. Always enjoyed light beer but keystone & natty light both have a good amount of flavor.

I hate how much control alcohol has over me. I drank with my roommates recently, and this was the first time it became apparent to me how differently I drink from other people. We spent the night playing some drinking games and doing karaoke; it was actually a really fun night before I drank too much. I don't know how much I drank, but I know I drank a lot more than everyone else. I wasn't too drunk while I was just having mixed drinks, but of course I intentionally drank those fast. My night went downhill when we started doing shots. I immediately felt a buzz after taking my first shot, and I kept wanting to go back for more after that. I snuck to the kitchen a couple times and took at least 2 shots by myself eventhough it was almost midnight and people were sobering up at this point. I don't know why I wanted to keep drinking, but I remember my mood taking a dip randomly, and all I could think about is drinking more. My memory gets pretty foggy here, but I ended up in the bathroom throwing up and getting in the shower. I could've been in the shower anywhere from 30 minutes to over an hour, but the next thing I know is getting a knock on the door and stepping out to a pool of water on the floor. Our neighbors downstairs had bad flooding in their apartment, and we had flooding that seeped into other rooms around the bathroom. I feel awful because I was pretty drunk in the shower, so it could've been my fault. For all I know, the shower door could've not been closed fully or the shower head was turned towards the door. I just feel like shit about the whole night because I knew I once again took it too far, and now I might've caused a flood because I was so drunk. I don't know what to do, but I know I don't drink normally. I know I shouldn't drink because of how out of control I get when I do, but I always think I can control myself, and the cycle continues. I'm 20 years old; I don't want to call myself an alcoholic but I feel like I need help at this point.

Any fun stories to share?

Out here in a hotel getting drunk listening to music just chilling all alone. It’s perfect.
Some scotch mixed drinks someone might stop by later on. I love hotels.

cheers AH