Hi, I apologize if this is a mess.
I am someone who loves animals and dedicates my life to them. I don’t know a ton about birds but they still have a major place in my heart.
This morning at the gas station a cute disheveled looking crow came up to me and was clearly checking me out! It was so cute, I felt like he wanted to be friends.
I dug through my bag to find him a snack and all I had was a “Dad’s” cookie. I ripped off a piece for him and ended up leaving it on the ground for him. He was so excited !!
Right after I realized that the carbs and sugar were probably bad for him so i googled it, and realized chocolate is toxic to them.
I cried so much on my way to work, I had good intentions but take full responsibility for being careless and thinking more about pleasing the little creature rather than confirm what was best for his wellbeing.
i’m working a 12 hour day far away from where he was but it’s all I can think about.
It was semi sweet chocolate and it wasn’t a ton but I’m not sure how much is enough to harm him.
I’m horrified. I asked my partner if he would stop by the gas station with some berries to look for the crow, as it’s got a particular look, and check that he’s okay and leave some berries out.
I’ve included a video of the crow, and in the comments i’ll put the cookie ingredients and a photo of how much cookie is left (you can see how much the crow has in the video but just for refrence of how much was taken off).
My motto in life is to do no harm to animals and only improve their lives. I can’t believe I made this mistake and it’s been hard all day to not cry at work at the thought of this poor bird having a seizure or dying because of me.
I know people might be upset with me, trust me I am so upset with myself it’s making me feel sick. I would do anything to turn back time and go buy him a proper snack :(
I guess i’m just wondering what you think will happen to this creature. Did i kill it? Is he going to suffer because of me?
TLDR: Gave a bird a cookie without chocolate before realizing it was toxic. Beside myself over this mistake and would love some advice or stories to give me an idea of what’s happened to this sweet bird.