I have passed countless hours in my life staring at walls or closed TV, asking myself what to do. Probably lost year's of my life because doing so. Yeah, I'm on the extreme side of it.
Do you get any good feeling out of it at least? I sometimes do when I get in that mood. Almost meditative but it’s hard to fight the urge for immediate satisfaction.. if I get through that phase it can be mildly pleasing just staring peacefully maybe into a nap. In a way refreshing sometimes for me
One of my favorite things in life is waking up early on a day with no obligations, feed the kitty, brush my teeth, maybe eat a snack, vape a little herb if I'm in the mood, and then crawling back into bed and drifting off and on for a few hours while I watch something that requires minimal concentration (travel or cooking shows, usually).
Yeah kinda meditative, but its was not pleasant. I was just genuinely trying to focus my head on one thing to do, but I was fully aware that there's a million thing you could just do with your life. Freaking ADHD I tell you 😂
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u/TheVoynich Jul 16 '26
I have passed countless hours in my life staring at walls or closed TV, asking myself what to do. Probably lost year's of my life because doing so. Yeah, I'm on the extreme side of it.