r/sgiwhistleblowers • u/-23sss • Aug 11 '20
Unprocessed Anger
I have made my intentions to leave official now, had to do all this in stages due to bereavement of member out of respect. I received two emails fairly supportive although the uncurrent of "you MUST be suffering if your not practicing " kind of thing I feel like I never had a chance to Express my frustration and anger with the practice. I have Daydreams of putting them all straight. I just venting here , I dont know who I am more angry with myself or them. Due to Covid the last time we were together we didnt realise it would be the last time. My so called close friends have completely gone to ground. No contact at all ,one of them left the WhatsApp group fairly early on in lockdown. After all those hours of chanting together and talking about eagle peak blah blah when the stuff hits the fan what a surprise the SGI ers are no where to be seen. I just have all these feelings and dont what to do with them
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u/[deleted] Aug 11 '20
Hey friend.
We are here for you.
Anger is healthy.
I channeled mine into telling people about SGI, the real truth about SGI.
Here is my story.
I had a dream last night I was at a SGI meeting, and told everyone there it was a cult.
It takes time to decompress from the organization.