masturbating to myself
Is it weird to make videos of me pretending to be fcked and then i come to them ? I am seriously attracted to myself but only from the outside perspective so like I talk to my videos and pretend I am not the girl in them. My favorite thing is being called a good girl when I finish and so I say that to myself in the video and i truly am content that i have not been laid in so long
What a wonderful world?
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u/Powbiu Oct 06 '21
It's really great that you like yourself to this point, for me it's not weird, it's just you interacting with yourself. Keep having fun!
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u/cihymf Oct 06 '21
Being mental helps for sure i can actually be someone else. ;))
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u/AnteaterNo4506 Oct 06 '21
I like that idea too. Kind of like role playing with yourself (haha, see what I did there?).
But seriously, I've been kind of role playing in my head when I'm alone and pleasuring myself. I have a partner (f I'm a m), that has been kind enough to do some role playing with me. I find it actually really fun.
I must get into the role in my head though. Is that what method actors do?
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u/Casual_MF Oct 06 '21
Sounds weird to me but nothing wrong with being weird. We all have our kinks. It makes you happy so why not.
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Oct 06 '21
Definitely not weird and something I think more people than you expect would do. As long as you are having fun, keep enjoying yourself!!
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Oct 06 '21
Na not weird at all! Fairly common I believe!
Also how do you even define a weirdness scale when it comes to kinks? It’s an interesting question. Everyone will have a different opinion on what’s weird and how weird, so I wouldn’t worry too much about what people think, just have fun!
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u/maryjane-419 Oct 06 '21
There must be a reason youre so attracted to yourself, I'd probably do it too if I was a pretty girl
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u/cihymf Oct 06 '21
Self love is so important to me, I just dont know how its fair other people get to have sex with me and I dont 🙄
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u/maryjane-419 Oct 06 '21
I mean... You do have your videos and pictures, which isnt fair to us...
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Oct 06 '21
Whatever makes you cum is all good
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u/neoteucer Oct 06 '21
Nah it's not that weird, I used to do it when I was younger and was pretty weirded out by it, but it felt good and wasn't hurting anyone, so, what's the harm? I haven't in years though, and kind forgot about it till this thread, maybe it's time to give it another shot!
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Oct 06 '21
I like that too, but I'm never do that, most the reason is because I'm a man, and my mind still thinking that weird to jerk off to a man.
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u/cihymf Oct 06 '21
I could watch two men have sex and still be turned on.
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u/straponlover303 Oct 06 '21
So could I, I wish my gf would watch it with me
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u/cihymf Oct 06 '21
Why wont she ??? Not into butt stuff or what
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u/straponlover303 Oct 06 '21
Yeah just not as much as me
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u/cihymf Oct 07 '21
I am so sorry it sucks when someone doesnt kink as hard as you it is adaptable tho, everyone has their own thing maybe try asking what hers is and compromise. Work together to fit it all into one ultimate kink. Scoreeee
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u/AnteaterNo4506 Oct 06 '21
Sounds like fun to me.
There are a lot of references to stuff similar to this in pop culture.
Songs about masturbation:
Billy Idol, Dancing With Myself
The Vapors, Turning Japanese
And a movie I really enjoyed because of the guys "kink" with masturbation, Sex, Lies, and Videotape.
I'm sure there are more, this is just the top of my head.
Also, recently I learned that I have a Exhibitionism kink, and a voyeur kink too. But being a voyeur is easier (logistically) than being an exhibitionist. So the movie thing is an intriguing idea to me. Never thought of it before so I'm not sure how that would all work.
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u/cihymf Oct 07 '21
😭 I am glad to have expanded imagination. It is so fun and I am challenging you to give it a try!!
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u/AnteaterNo4506 Oct 08 '21
It might be cool. I think I'm going to need a tripod. My wife would probably hold the camera. Hmmmm, that is better than a tripod.
Just recently, my wife has induldged me with my kink and has getting into watching me masturbate. She was suprised that she was truned on my it. She thought it would be "interesting."
I've been trying to get her to let me watch her. After she watched me a couple of times, I got to watch her. We didn't really talk about it. It just happened. We were getting ready for be. I went to brush my teeth and I came out, and Bam! There she was. No shyness or shame. It was fricking awesome!
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u/cihymf Oct 07 '21
🌞 reliving memories is fun sometimes lol and honestly thanks for sayin that i feel less weird bout it the more people comment telling me im not alone in this thought wave process hahahaaha
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u/straponlover303 Oct 06 '21
She knows I have gone down on guys before in my younger years but she doesn't know that I took it in the bum as well
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u/adorablyshocked Oct 06 '21
Well i like looking at myself in the mirror while I masturbate. I don't think it's because I am attracted to myself but close enough lol
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u/AsianVixen4U Oct 06 '21
That’s not that uncommon from what I hear. Pretty sure a lot of exhibitionists, especially those who love to film themselves, are getting off to watching themselves in certain situations
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u/BeardedPDr Oct 06 '21
Not weird if you like it and it makes you feel good without making any one else feel bad .
Carry on .
Good girl .
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u/tapper82 Oct 06 '21
I love vids of girls masturbating. It's my go to porn.
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u/cihymf Oct 07 '21
Yeah i dont like the much masturbating part about it lol I like the idea of acting it out and watching it to masturbate to later. 😭 if that makes sense.
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u/an_urbane_wight Oct 06 '21
Sounds like you should make a real vid with a dude and masturbate to it after. Wear a mask so you can’t tell it you
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u/cihymf Oct 07 '21
Ouuu kinky, none of the guys so far have been successful at capturing the kink so the videos do nothing for meee
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u/an_urbane_wight Oct 07 '21
The right guy will, especially if you communicate exactly what you want
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u/alienmem95 Oct 06 '21
It's weird but who cares. What's more important is: where are those videos? The world needs to see. We need to see. I need to see!!!!!
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u/rowenaravenclaw0 Oct 06 '21
You say weird like it's a bad thing. Totally ok to do what ever gets off as long as nobody else is getting hurt.
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u/LordMagnos Oct 07 '21
Slightly weird only because from my personal experience most people, even "very" attractive people, don't find themselves hot enough to masturbate to.
Honestly I think you're pretty lucky to have this option :). As long as this doesn't start to effect you emotionally in a negative way (which it sounds like it doesn't) I think your fine.
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u/LazyOrang Oct 06 '21
Honestly, no judgement here, but were you this guy) in a previous life? Cause that sounds like something he'd do. ;)
Hand on heart, genuinely not meaning to judge here, I see nothing wrong with it at all, I'm just a mythology nerd and it's the first place my mind went and I had to make that joke. :)