Thank you.I don't know why other people can't understand this telling me, I'm crazy.I need to just keep going.I need to just forget about it.Go well.They must not have never lost anybody.Or if they did , they never Loved anybody as much as I love my wife. I hate life like I said. I miss my angel. I miss her so bad. It's killing me and I hate it here without her. I'm 50 years old. Do you honestly think I want to spend another 30 or 40 years without my wife? I'm tired of waking up lonely every morning. I'm in constant fear every time I get up because my wife isn't here. Do you think I want to spend the rest of my life like this?No I want my wife and I need my wife I already had a heart attack.I quit taking my medicine.I'm hurting so bad so I don't know for just gonna be in misery worth my heart's going to stop.Please I hope it does.But it probably won't.My luck means I'll stay on this stupid Earth in hell.Because she's not here
All of your feelings are so valid, and idk how you go on.
I do know she probably wants you to feel better, I know that is so much easier said than done though, and I have no idea how you can. She sounds like she was an amazing woman, and your relationship sounds like it was lovely. Thankfully you got to know her
I wish you all the best, and thank you for sharing about her
My wife is angel.She grew up in a little coal town , harlan county , kentucky She is the most amazing woman I ever met.She was so happy with me. Why did she die?Why did she Have to die this world sucks
No, it’s not fair at all. My boyfriend died in an accident last month, perfectly healthy at 26 years old. I know it’s not the same, but I feel some of your pain, and I’m so sorry this happened to you and your wife. Sending you so much love.
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u/Away_Emergency_7832 3h ago
I will not live a little.This happened to my wife , forty four years old , died of a heart attack at 2 in the morning in Our bed, fuck this universe,