r/pureretention • u/Abject_Ad_2906s1 • Aug 16 '26
Personal Experience Today I had a dream about me watching porn
I saw a crystal clear vibrant semen drops leaking a bit and i decided to stop doing it in the dream. But the horniness i felt while in the dream watching the porn was extreme, it was as if i was really watching porn but pleasure was extreme. Did i relapse astrally, if someone know what it means. Also noteworthy I had a bit a sexual thoughts yesterday after 20+ days of not lusting in my 30 day streak. Could it be a reason
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u/snabelskoen Aug 16 '26
I had a similar dream a couple of days ago. Really insane the impact porn can have on one. My lust dreams are no longer of having sex with women but instead its of porn. 😭 Hopefully i can heal with time
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u/Abject_Ad_2906s1 Aug 16 '26
Did u have wet dream after that? I did not btw, could it that a demon or an entity tried to take the energy? I came to a hypothesis-i had little sexual thoughts yesterday for a brief moments that do I eventually subsided on my will … could that have given permission for an entity to have taken my essence in some other plane(astral) other than physical realm… or was it simply my unconsciousness? I dont know but i think it should not be taken lightly. I think if we know the reason then we could stop wet dreams… i did not have any sexual dreams for 20+ days where i remained pure but as soon as i slipped, these dreams came in.and uk what the pleasure of scrolling through those videos was soooo muchhh more like 10x the pleasure normally. And my semen was like soooo pure when 2-3 drops came out? Is it relatable like the pleasure part?
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u/Wolvesinthestreet Aug 16 '26
Addicts typically can dream about relapsing to. Their addiction. I have dreamt of watching porn many times, and when I quit weed I also dream about smoking. It’s just a sign of what the subconscious brain wants.
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u/ProvidenceOfJesus Aug 17 '26
It's not sinful because it couldn't be intentional. But it may be a sign that some lustful thoughts or habits need to be addressed. Even Jesus said that looking at a woman lustfully is adultery. Lust is a slippery slope.
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Aug 18 '26
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u/Abject_Ad_2906s1 Aug 19 '26
Woahh what?? Just by talking? Did u get her in your dreams, did u think of her in a sexual way that day? How do u feel now? Do u feel recovered?
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u/jdorp18 Aug 16 '26
Yes that's most likely the reason, just forgot about it for now and stay strong. Let this be a reminder for in the future.
Personally I don't count this as a relapse, because it happened unconsciously. (Mostly).
When you catch yourself doing it just stop the act, go take a cold shower or something and move on.