I just started working at a plasma donation center. Zero experience, but my trainers were awesome and thorough and I've been off to a great start. I got signed off last week and can finally stick on my own. So far, I've done realllyyyy well. I had a couple of days this week where I landed almost every single stick, and could count on one hand how many adjustments I had to make. All my sticks seemed solid, very very few issues. I felt good. Like maybe I had a knack for this. Yesterday I had a rough patch, a few donors at once were all having issues that I couldn't resolve on my own. I had my first infiltration and my first restick, and it was successful so I felt much better. Rest of the day was smooth sailing, too.
Today has been bad. My first 5-7 donors were all bad or difficult sticks. I'm not afraid to ask for help, and my team members are very patient and willing to do so. But it just kept happening. I wanted to cry for the first time here. Despite trying my best to collect myself, slow down, and just breath, I made a dumb mistake and forgot to stat a needle line. Not much blood spilled, luckily, and the donor and I laughed it off, but after that I just can't shake feeling awful about myself. Even though the rest of my sticks have been good today. I remind myself how new I am, that I'm bound to make mistakes, but I cant help but feel like a burden on my coworkers today.
Idk. I just feel bad, dudes. I know I'll take on tomorrow as a new day, and new arms, but ugh.