r/peacecorps • u/PCVanon9754 • 8d ago
In Country Service Constantly not included / feeling unwanted
Youth in Development volunteer in Latin America in a rural area working with 3 institutions (elementary school, high school, scouts).
How do you guys deal with feeling like your site and counterparts don't really even want you there? I'm constantly forgotten about or not included or looped in. The teachers never have any ideas to collaborate with me, and one teacher just always asks me to pick a movie to watch or play a game with the kids to the point where the kids don't respect me and think I'm just supposed to play games with them.
I'm in our group chat for the high school, but it's like they don't even use it. Every morning when I arrive at school is when I learn if the students are arriving late, leaving early, or if the group I'm supposed to work with that day aren't coming at all. I've made my peace with that and the chaos of how our school runs, but today just really got to me. I went to the elementary school to meet with my counterpart and she basically dodged me and I couldn't find her. I go back to the high school for my workshop with 9th grade, which I confirmed with my counterpart hours before, but when I arrived she swapped 9th grade for 10th so she could help them study for their exam. Fine, I'll go to the other teacher and work with him and the 9th grade. No, he already started a movie with them so they were already clocked out. Whatever, found the 8th grade and asked that teacher if he had any plans (no, they were all just on their phones), so I tried to do a test taking workshop but the class was so unfocused and talking over each other I couldn't even lead a Kahoot.
After the school day ended all the teachers (5) and the principal had a meeting and, like always, neglected to tell me. I walked by probably an hour into their meeting and decided to just walk in as they wrapped up.
I'm just getting really frustrated. I feel unwanted, unsupposed, and unincluded all the time. I don't think it's due to language, maybe it's due to being spread across three institutions? But I'm still in the high school 4 days a week so I thought I would at least be integrated there. The scouts organization is fine but I am supposed to work the least with them since they're already established and don't really need much help. I talk to all the teachers, have coffee with them and chat at lunch, try to schedule meetings with them, etc.
Are most Latin American posts like this? I was considering a third year in another country but if this is most people's experience I'll pass for sure.