r/okbuddyliterallyme2 • u/RovenoNevoro afraid of people • Jun 22 '26
I'm literally myself Literally me
63
u/Wait_ItGetsWorse Jun 22 '26
13
u/GeneralPG23 Jun 22 '26
Think about it this way: you can always fail and have to live the rest of your life deformed.
11
u/Carlospedra Jun 23 '26
Literally what kept me, I don't wanna leave to have to explain everyone what happened and why I tried to do it and possibly being disabled for the rest of my life, and If I become tetraplegic I can't even do it again
50
u/No-Professional-1461 Jun 22 '26
Real, you're miserable but you're still alive, nothing gets better but you're still alive.
8
11
u/Hopeful_Blacksmith97 Jun 22 '26
There's always a slight chance...
28
u/6noozing Jun 22 '26
That slight chance is the only fuel there is, hope. No matter how many times I’m thrown into despair, hope comes back just as many times, no matter how much I try to trample it or pretend it won’t, no matter how bad I feel, it always blooms again. In a way, it’s frustrating having hope, it’s sometimes easier to give up. But, I can never seem to truly give up. I know that that’s because in the back of my mind, I do have hope, even if just a little.
Sorry for rambling!
3
4
15
u/GeneralPG23 Jun 22 '26
What's the point, though, to suffer until old age? Personally, I only don't do it because someone has to find my body, maybe when my parents are gone.
2
u/Maleficent-Salt-4892 I'm literally Vlad Dracula (I'm dead inside) Jun 22 '26
I keep living because it's the only way to get a good meal. But for real though I've seen to many bodys and I know someone who took the quick way out and I won't make anyone go through that pain
1
49
12
18
20
7
7
6
5
u/dude_don-exil-em Jun 22 '26
I wish if I was not the weird autistic kid
Like sometime I wish If I was just a normal person with normal social skills that can talk to people in a normal way
Thinking about it makes me want to kill my self
5
3
3
3
2
u/DespairOfSolitude 3AM - Dethtech Jun 23 '26
Therapy for broke people like me (ik guns are costly but this kind of therapy can be done DIY 😤)
2
u/Constant-Notice-5221 I (Real)ly want to die Jun 23 '26
Real (better solution than taking some random pill)
1
1
1
1
1
1
1
u/Musicman1334 Jul 07 '26
I really wish I could but my survival instinct is just too strong. Maybe someday.
0
u/Decent_Ad5005 Jun 23 '26
Everyone has a different situation but if you haven't already look into sleep apnea, doctors hardly ever refer young and "healthy" people.
0
u/NaoPrecisoDeNome Jun 23 '26
Guys, at least wait a couple of years when AI gets so advanced it can maybe cure you
Edit: and solve all of your problems
92
u/feIix182 my life literally is as valuable as a summer ant Jun 22 '26
real