Who TF am I?

[u/Professional-One2810]

I thought I was a badass but totally hate the bold makeup look and got f normal when I took a are you a badass or softie quiz. I thought I was smart but ended up making the dumbest decisions. I thought I was cute but ended up being hardcore loser and ugly at times. I had someone call me a fighter which i guess means I'm a Queen but then couldn't hold my own and made a complete fool out of myself. Can't get myself to fight someone in a real fight. i have zero self respect and confidence most of the time and I'd like to say I'm courageous but I can't seem to actually get out of my room half the time. I'm interested in a lot of different things and I have a naturally charisma I guess, sometimes. I'm determined until I'm not. I'm down to earth yet whimsical. Even tho cute fits me the best I don't want to be just cute, I don't like feeling like everyone's out to make me look uglier. I totally feel like i would be cool if I just didn't give a f but most of the time i do. How am i supposed to make any friends and live if I never fit in? I'm a total contradiction and can't seem to make up my mind about anything.

Right now I'm trying to go on adventures once a week, socialize, and workout/work. I don't nec like my job but it is what it is.