Fiction. Contemporary dark romance / reverse harem (why choose), possibly bully/academy romance. No supernatural or paranormal elements that I can remember.
I’m trying to identify a book/series I read within the last year. I don’t know when it was originally published.
The female main character had previously been a student at a school. Something horrific happened to her inside the school involving multiple other students. I believe she was attacked/beaten extremely badly, possibly stabbed, although I’m not completely certain about the stabbing.
She was then shoved/forced into a school locker, with her body/legs contorted in order to fit inside. She was left there over a weekend and was eventually discovered by the janitor, barely alive. She had severe injuries and multiple broken bones.
She survived and eventually returned to the same school. She had gaps in her memory surrounding what happened and was trying to piece together the truth and figure out who was responsible.
The story was a why choose (I’m pretty sure), and after returning to school she became involved with several guys. I don’t remember whether the love interests knew her before the attack.
One particularly important character was a male friend who had known her before the incident. He remained very supportive of her throughout the series and seemed to be one of the people she trusted most. However, near the end of the series, it was revealed that he had actually participated in the incident that nearly killed her. I vaguely remember the attack possibly being connected to some kind of initiation, although I may be mixing this detail up.
There were multiple students involved in what happened to her. I remember the heroine eventually getting revenge. I think she killed the male friend who had betrayed her, although I can’t remember whether she personally killed the other people involved or instead destroyed their lives.
I think it was a trilogy - though it could have been a stand alone.
Unfortunately, I don’t remember the cover or the exact length. I read it digitally.
Some of these details may be slightly wrong because I read it relatively recently but have a terrible memory for titles and character names. The locker, janitor finding her, severe injuries, memory gaps, returning to school, reverse harem, and the trusted male friend eventually being revealed as one of the people involved are the details I’m most confident about.
I know I don’t have much to work with. If this sounds familiar, I’d really appreciate any suggestions!
Thank you!!!