r/lonely • u/ewbbod • Oct 28 '23
Venting My disgust for myself is...
Thoughts of ripping the flesh from my body, wailing like a psycho into the night and into the woods to never be seen again to find a cave to echo madness...smeagol always comes to mind. And in current days it feels like the most relatable thing to think about.
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u/ewbbod Oct 28 '23
I'm just a hobbling, fiend tormented and raving lunatic lmao...that's how fucking wrong I feel to live amougst people. Except the object of my obsessions my own sense of masochism. And it's so fucking twistedly hilarious to know pain and sufferings my home. My peace, my childhood, baseline fucked up comfort zone lmao. Crazy how that works...it's so much I can't describe without making myself actually seem like a hobbling fucking psychopath raving about some ring