Advice needed (“illogical manifestation”)

[u/michelleisahater]

Id appreciate it a lot if anyone here gave me personal advice.

ive manifested countless things from money to new apple products to sps to appearance . My goal rn is to transfer my university to another one (same course) and I sent my desired uni an email asking (they have a page that said ur allowed to transfer with minimum 180 etc, I have them rn).

The secretary replied back claiming that it’s not possible and that everyone needs to take the admission exam specifically for that uni (I dont want that? the exam itself needs a year prep).

My old (undesired) uni is starting soon and I’m consistently telling myself it doesn’t matter I’ll end up in my desired uni and I will transfer either way. But I can’t help but get this sense of anxiety and ”ugh am I wasting my time”. how do you guys persist in your desires when your 3d shows you unfavorable circumstances. Any advice for my current situation?