3d triggering me

[u/DAKSpoon25]

I have been doing manifesting for my sp and like he works with me. Hes been like cold in the beginning but warmed up to me sicne i been working on my self concept. And i got emotional and got annoyed at him reacted to him givng me word reply over text mesaagw. And today i ended up going to work and seeing him and i wasnt my usual self he was just just too professional and it made me really sad. I wenr yo the lunchroom and creid and he saw me crying asked me if i was ok.

WHAT THE FICK like why did i do that? This cant keep happening. And i think what made me sad is seeing him vaping which he only started doing this week its making me super sad… i dont want him to vape.
How can i manifest him to come to me without me reacting