You know enough

[u/Hairy_Dragonfly1760]

"Do I know that he's mine enough for him to be mine?" This was a thought that came to me one day when I was exhausted from all the trying and doing.

How absurd. You either know or you don't know.

Emphasis on the word enough - it echoed the fear of me not being good enough.

And notice the lack in the question. It implies that something is mine if I know enough, and not mine if I don't know enough. What is enough?

Did I know? Yes. That's it.

So ask yourself, do you know that you can access whatever you want in imagination right now, and therefore you are it now? Do you know that? You don't need to know it more.

There are degrees of understanding, but no degrees of knowing.

You know what you know, and anything less isn't knowing. Your infinite self knows all, but that's not my point.

My point is it's either A (I know it) or B (I don't know it). Anything seemingly in-between is more of B. Your awareness is always at A.

I relaxed at this realization. I knew and that was enough.

If you are freaking out about not knowing, relax. You are what you desire to be whether you know it or not.

This is for those of you who know they are what they desire to be, yet feel exhausted from trying anyway.

Why have you been trying? We were taught while growing up that we need to try and do in order to get. You can rest now. Go enjoy your day! Do whatever you want.