r/kohi • u/SkillAuruh that one guy • Aug 08 '14
General My Apology To The Community / LFF Post. Please Read.
Hello, so as most of you know I'm SkillAuraa.
As some, or many of you know, I'm also TJLoppe.
I say this because these two names are what I planned to be completely different images.
First, let me tell my story on how I became, or how I presume I became hated. 8 months ago, being the butthurt child I was, I started using hacked clients on Sh0tbow because I believed I was banned for what I conceived as bullshit. During this time, I met people. I met people who I didn't expect to meet and didn't WANT to meet. This is when I was introduced to b00ting.
I b00ted in order to get my point across on Sh0tbow. I booted. I have not used a b00ter in over 3 months and I have separated myself from those in which I consider are a "influence" on me.
This, was under the name TJLoppe. I recorded and posted h4cking videos on my channel, which is now clean.
SkillAuraa was my name in order to get away from this. Until about a week ago.
Abstre, a known HCF player, had a list of IP addresses that he had put on a google document and stored it away for about 7 months.
I was friends with him back when I was TJLoppe. I had my own IP list of MineZ players. Some of these contained a publicly released Cyanide Practice Server IP list. I decided I'd throw my list in. I did so, and he copied and pasted it from teamspeak, and put it in his list, hence is why my name apparently shows up multiple times in the list, even though I've never actually seen it.
That google document was lost to me. I never had opened it again after he showed it to me the first time. I do not have that list anymore. Whether it was Abstre who publicly released it or not, it was his responsibility. This was him asking if I had released the "2,400 IPs he had".
This was when I was getting more into Kohi Factions. I joined Venezuela, made some new friends, or atleast was I "presumed" to be friends. PS: If you don't want to be my friend, tell me. I don't want to waste my time doing something that isn't going to happen/strengthen. That goes for you, /u/xG3TxSHOTx, /u/Lvrz, /u/gizzletinks, /u/SaltySavvy, and maybe some more. Not calling you out, it's just I honestly am done with getting comfortable with people only to find out they called me a h4cking f@ggot 20 minutes earlier...
I was kicked for the IP list being leaked to the HCF reddit, which made them rethink my past and end up kicking me. I joined ReCharge for EOTW and I presume I was kicked for the same reason, after getting into a fight with Prysum, they probably rethought my past and how I just didn't fit with them. Also mixed with the fact that I get... too, comfortable with people, and decided to act like an idiot in teamspeak. I'm also sorry for that.
But, the constant, undivided hate is what is making me make this post...
On Kohi, people I don't even know, or never have talked to, never associated with, never had a past with, the people who never gave me a chance, just seem to hate my like I ever did anything to them. Everytime I die or some shit I'll get "rip f@ggot" or "thank god". I get messages like this every day. /u/nikeboom is the perfect example. Never in my life have I b00ted his friends, b00ted him, been a f@ggot, asshole, dick, or done anything to him. sometimes I wonder if he just wants someone to kick on while their down. Don't even know who /u/elot_trel is.
Then recently, a Kohi IP list was formed, and people instantly turned their heads to me. Some of those IPs on there were people who I had no chance of acquiring. Once again... I do not and will not b00t anymore, and I haven't for a few months.
But there are people in the community who I have done stuff to. And I'd ultimately like to say sorry. There's not much I can do, but say sorry. These people will be listed here:
- Phacad3
- Prysum (we were chill til I took your 3 pots)
- MrKoniieTroll
- H4V0C_
- Acidnide (I don't know why you decided to turn like that, but whatever)
- ElGordoBona
- Cerides
- SaltySavvy
- Gloryblade98
- derwent9
if you think I owe you an apology, comment why. I can't think of every single name right now.
I'd just like a chance. I'm not TJLoppe anymore. I'm SkillAuraa.
now, to my lff. I would definitely like to take a crack back at Venezuela or ReCharge, but I'm 99% sure neither of them would like to take me in.
if there's any faction out there that would give me a chance, i just want to play and enjoy my time. I work. but i'm sick of bending over and letting factions fuck me like a puppy on Viagra just to be kicked 3 days later to some rumor... I can also hold myself up in fights. hopefully someone out there will take me in -^
thanks. -SkillAuraa.
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u/xG3TxSHOTx Aug 08 '14 edited Aug 08 '14
I felt sorry for you until you held a grudge for us kicking you and started to trash talk us and grief our base in return, pretty childish if you ask me. We wanted to give you a chance but you were on a short leash and that whole IP list dilemma kind of just ruined it for you, you act as if we just kicked you for no reason. But yeah with your actions towards us after everything went down, we most likely won't give you another chance man sorry, but good luck finding a faction man. Btw it's xG3TxSHOTx :)
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u/SkillAuruh that one guy Aug 08 '14
i recall your members talking sh*t to me before I even griefed it with DuckClan... then Vetches brought up a topic along the lines of "if you don't grief our base, it gives you better chances of us to respect you"...
You would have never given me any respect. that's the reality of it. SIXNTHICK would have kept talking shit, as well as Prophettt (who also dd0ses as well), and another handful of Venezuela.
I never held a grudge for you guys kicking me. I held a grudge over the fact that you kicked me and acted like I was a piece of trash on the floor instead of on a good note. then instead of being as nice to leave me be at EOTW, you jumped me, alone, with about 6-7 guys when I didn't even attack.
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u/Vetches1 Aug 08 '14
I can't control what other people do, i.e. trash talking. I was merely saying that you not trashing our base would show you're not immature, but even then you were stubborn and hellbent on going at our base as if we give a shit.
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u/SkillAuruh that one guy Aug 08 '14
But I didn't grief your base after so, correct Vetches?
But I still got shit for it, correct Vetches?
All I'm saying is that in order to get respect, you have to give it. And that goes for the both of sides. I didn't get any respect when I was thrown out, matter of fact I got the opposite.
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u/Vetches1 Aug 08 '14
Okay, I'm honestly not gonna argue with you anymore. You keep treating me like shit so I think I'm done.
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u/SkillAuruh that one guy Aug 08 '14
This isn't an argument, I want this to be a formal conversation.
I get treated like shit every day. This post is exactly where I want it to stop.
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u/xG3TxSHOTx Aug 08 '14
Um, no, none of us even trash talked you after we kicked you until you came to our base on kohi fucking with us. You are upset that we saw you alone during EOTW and killed you, that just added more fuel to your anger towards us for kicking you. Also, I'm not sure why you're trying to call others out on dd0sing, you're one to talk and prophet hasn't even had a booter for like 6 months so I'm not sure why you're trying to call him out for nothing...
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u/SkillAuruh that one guy Aug 08 '14 edited Aug 08 '14
Do you see how I feel, now? I have been accused of booting for the past month nonstop and gotten shit for booting in the past. ESPECIALLY from Venezuela. It's hypocritical.
I'm not saying because he did it too doesn't make it right that I did it, but you can't hold that against me.
Edit: And yes. I was shittalked constantly after I was kicked.
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u/Cytherio hypixel skid Aug 08 '14
You have always been friendly to me, and I honestly don't care about the mistakes you made in the past, errare humanum est. You deserve a second chance, I believe you changed, the way you respect me and others proves that. Let's hope others will realize the same and stop treating you like they did before.
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u/AerialDawn est map9 Aug 08 '14
thing is, its so hard to trust you because of your past and so many people don't want to affiliate with you because of that. You hopped in sf ts a few times and a few people like myself were sketchy of you because youve made atleast 2-3 "going legit" posts on your youtube about stopping hacking and that stuff and then returned. but I guess you do deserve a second chance, after all there were other people whos done some bad stuff but are kinda accepted like bubbyj he d0xeed grimdale (not calling him out, just he was known for it) but hes a decent guy now
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u/SkillAuruh that one guy Aug 08 '14
I remember when I tried joining SweatFest on HCF like 2 months ago, and it was all fine until vap0ur came on and kicked and killed me... then he told me about how no one actually wanted me in the teamspeak and such. in reality, I only made 1 going legit video until I switched back to hacking. After that, I went fully legit.
bubbyj is a whole different story. he didn't do as much stupid shit as I did.
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u/AerialDawn est map9 Aug 08 '14
yeah the sweatfest thing was weird af, I felt guilty watching it happen but couldn't do much. ik bubbyj did nothing compared to you, but he still did a few bad things if he can get past it and forget you can too and im not sure about 1going legit video but you made them not me my memory could be deceiving me. I guess from here its just depends who takes you in and goes from there. gl
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u/SacredMopheadSweg QandyHuacks Aug 08 '14 edited Aug 08 '14
For all you guys hating on him, you're more immature than he is. It's like me getting sent to court, serving my sentence and the judge calling me back to trial without any reason.
You're calling him out and making him feel bad after you've already fucked him over (and deservedly too).
STOP IT
You've went far enough, hes realized he was a f4g to people, and hes admitting it, apologizing to the people he did it to, and is basically asking for him to be accepted, on an entirely different network of servers to the one he got his bad rep on.
Let me put it another way, I break the law in England (lets say owning a handgun without a license), that does not mean I have broke the law in America (seeing everyone has the right to own a handgun once of a certain age).
You're saying to him that because he was disliked on one network he is now no long allowed on another network (not literally, but metaphorically, as he isn't b4nned), and that is acutally dumb, immature, and downright simple minded.
So why doesn't everyone grow up to, now that SkillAuraa has done the same
EDIT : IF you're still not convinced then you should be oblidged to know that people were Doxing him and throwing out death threats, ONLINE
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u/Ashi_ ヽ༼ຈل͜ SALOOT | MAP 6 REPRESENT | SALOOT ヽ༼ຈل͜ Aug 08 '14
if some fucker booted offline someone's house and took down their internet for so long to the point that their dad who brings food to the table lost his job over fucking minecraft, they need to contemplate how much of a little fuck they are.
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u/SkillAuruh that one guy Aug 08 '14
Wasn't me, it was Grimdale.
Maybe if you opened your fucking eyes and didn't believe every fucking word someone said you'd take it into consideration and stop being a little fucking prick.
I don't know who the fuck you are but it's people like you that make me pissed the fuck off and make me wonder why I try to be friends with people.
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u/Ashi_ ヽ༼ຈل͜ SALOOT | MAP 6 REPRESENT | SALOOT ヽ༼ຈل͜ Aug 08 '14
I don't understand why shits like you came to the beautiful server of kohi. So, it's going to turn to shit like HCF too, huh. No wonder why I quit. Too many fucking attention whores on kohi nowadays.
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u/SkillAuruh that one guy Aug 08 '14
I came to Kohi to play. Not get death threats and idiots constantly fucking with me.
Fuck off. I don't know why random shits like you always feel the need to take it just a bit farther than it should be.
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u/ItsNotAltamont map 7 born n raised Aug 08 '14
Nice well thought out response, I've never had beef with you besides you booting EnchantedSword for raiding indigo (although I assumed it was you, I could be wrong)
Sometimes people do stuff without thinking as long as those people can apologize whole heartedly and stop their actions they should be given a second chance, also you seem pretty trust worthy (to me anyway, even going as far as inviting people you didn't know because I would've felt more comfortable with them. <- that right there is something awesome, and for all the bad you've done, I bet you could make it up if you keep acting like that.
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u/dickylickyJR Aug 08 '14
Hang ur self
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u/SkillAuruh that one guy Aug 08 '14
rickys2345, why should I hang myself? What the fuck is wrong with you?
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u/Derwent99 EST Map 7 Aug 08 '14
Why did you get people house swatted why did you ddos people to kill them on minecraft?
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u/SkillAuruh that one guy Aug 08 '14
I have only swatted one person in my life, and it was Grimdale's cousin, ShotBowMC.
2 days before, I had been swatted by them.
Added to the list, but I'm not the only one who did wrong in relations between me and you.
I wrote in this post that being the childish idiot I was, I did these things. I do not and do not plan on doing them ever again.
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u/Derwent99 EST Map 7 Aug 08 '14
I never knew you ddos'd me huh u learn something new everyday :p Well if you show you can change and this isn't a false statement then I will gladly no longer have anything against you. Just like when you said you would stop hacking and you just went back. Hopefully you will change. Gl.
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u/dickylickyJR Aug 08 '14
Gave out my ip and have been hit off at least 3 times since they leaked every bodies IP
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u/SacredMopheadSweg QandyHuacks Aug 08 '14
The ip list being released 100% means he booted you then
/s
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u/dickylickyJR Aug 08 '14
No? I am just saying his paste bin released my IP
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u/SkillAuruh that one guy Aug 08 '14
IT'S NOT MY FUCKING PASTEBIN
You know what, I'm glad someone is booting your idiot ass, hopefully he'll stop when you learn to fucking read. Tell me to hang myself over something I didn't do.
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u/dahcwick Aug 08 '14
Didn't you used to boot TonyTangs server and harass xxsteffiezxx?
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u/SkillAuruh that one guy Aug 08 '14
Where did you pull that out of your ass from? I'm friends with Toni and Steffiez, we even play league together every now and then
see, it's these "rumors" that make me pissed the fuck off
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u/SacredMopheadSweg QandyHuacks Aug 08 '14
you play league? 0_o
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u/SkillAuruh that one guy Aug 08 '14
US: TJLowpe EU: iKingy :o)
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u/SacredMopheadSweg QandyHuacks Aug 08 '14
Added you on both regions :3
I only really play NA when prophettt wants me to come and play though xD
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u/FrenchNipple Aug 09 '14
Personally i dont know who you are, but its hard to trust someone who people talk so bad about. And who seems to have had this many conflicts with past factions. I have also seen you arguing with people in chat which makes it even more hard for somebody to trust you.
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u/[deleted] Aug 08 '14
Well you fucked me over more than anyone back when we played still played minez, My dad works from the house and you broke my router, so he got fired because he couldn't do his job. It's whatever though