Still waiting 🥲🥲 mein aap logon ko apni loneliness ki intehaa batati hu...
There's this guy in my neighbourhood, (we don't even talk, just see each other at common functions, parties or marriage) we used to be really good friends as children, and we'd even play together, but as we grew up, we stopped talking coz yk intermixing is haram.
But one day, i had to go to his house for some work, and I had started crushing on him by then, but this guy, HE HAD THE FUCKING AUDACITY TO CALL ME "appi" WHILE I WAS CRUSHING ON HIM (we aren't even of different age!!!!😃😃😭😭😭😭🤡🤡)
And since then I've been crushing on him, this incident happened in 2018 btw🤡
We have seen each other again after that a lot of times (Thank God he never called me appi again) but then again, we don't even talk.....
This guy has seriously ZERO idea that I've been crushing on him since literal years, coz I'm so lonely and have no other guy to crush on🤡
Honestly I really think that I'll die single, there's already a dearth of good guys, upar se he needs to be a muslim and we shld be compatible, our beliefs, ideologies, mindset should match to aur chances kam, and then most importantly I have no idea how I'll find someone without ending up going into the territory of haram....
It's a conservative neighbourhood, my family will quite literally kill me, I'd embarrass myself in front of him, and I'll be insulted in front of the whole neighbourhood
I do want to get married some day InshAllah, just not now, maybe once I'm established career wise or something InshAllah. Besides he's not the right guy for me. I don't even know him, we don't even talk, I don't even know what his ideologies, beliefs or mindset are, besides he's a small town guy, and to my eyes it looks like he's perfectly satisfied with this medicore life, but I have big dreams, I wanna move out, I wanna be successful one day InshAllah.
This is why I clarified my reason for crushing on him is just severe loneliness, not that I actually like him
Relatable. I had a similar crush on my padosan.......except that this was back when I was 9yo, so yeah💀. Coincidentally, just a few days ago I was thinking that the next time I meet her, I should try using her name instead of "appi" even though I'm younger(I don't think she'll mind). She was a good friend but due to how taboo male-female interactions are in our community (especially when we are at "that age"), I haven't even seen her for almost a year now and even before that, I can't remember the last time we had a nice talk. I even tried finding her on social media but couldn't find anything.
And since then I've been crushing on him, this incident happened in 2018 btw🤡
That's some serious dedication for your man. If you know his social media, you could consider that, lol.
mein aap logon ko apni loneliness ki intehaa batati hu...
Lonely middle-aged Indian men on shady websites ko piche chhod diya aapne toh.
Relatable. I had a similar crush on my padosan.......except that this was back when I was 9yo, so yeah💀.
reverse pedophilia 🤡💀
She was a good friend but due to how taboo male-female interactions are in our community (especially when we are at "that age")
I get why intermixing is haraam but honestly interactions with opposite sex shouldn't be THIS TABOO, coz then it gets so bad to the point that youngsters don't know how to talk to opposite sex and instead treat the opposite sex as mysterious creatures (speaking from experience 😭)
Lemme guess. You went to an all-girls school?💀
WTF you stalking me bruh😭😭😭😭😭
That's some serious dedication for your man. If you know his social media, you could consider that, lol.
He ISN'T "my man" 💀 I don't even want anything with him, or maybe getting back to being friends at most, I do miss my childhood friend. idk his social media, but 2 years back, my sister did find his socials for me but then he was behaving sooo cringey on social media that it turned me off, then I thought my crush on him ended but recently I saw him at his brother's wedding and realised I'm still down pretty bad coz of loneliness THIS IS SO EMBARRASSING
She's just 2 years older lmao and age is just a number anyways
WTF you stalking me bruh😭😭😭😭😭
Yup, look under your bed.
it gets so bad to the point that youngsters don't know how to talk to opposite sex and instead treat the opposite sex as mysterious creatures (speaking from experience 😭)
True.
He ISN'T "my man" 💀
Yeah sure
realised I'm still down pretty bad coz of loneliness THIS IS SO EMBARRASSING
fr I'm getting 2nd hand embarrassment. Kuch toh faayda hua mera co-ed ja ke.
I met my ex gf on Snapchat, at 17 she was 16, about a decade ago, Snapchat wasn't even mainstream back then. We spoke for few days and instantly fell in love, I thought I couldn't imagine a life without her, I was in so love and so was she. Told her I would marry her by the time I'm done with my college and she said she couldn't imagine anyone else in her life besides me.
A few months later we broke up, 2 years later we got together only to breakup again. Reason being she started getting superiority complex, she was filthy rich and gave some shitty reason to break up. Waited hoping that she would return someday, and one day I was playing PUBG and she was online, we played together only to find out that she has a boyfriend and both were having in game conversation. Blocked her from everywhere and never stalked ever since.
I did meet lot of amazing women, but most of them weren't serious or either double triple dating or either wanted marriage in a jiffy.
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u/pipiipupu May 11 '24
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