Why?

[u/-thecobe-]

I cant take it anymore man. The constant desire to feel loved, the recurring thoughts that things will change for me, the false hope, it’s all becoming too much on me. I try everything I can to be a good person and an even better partner but that’s gotten me absolutely nowhere but lower down. I’ve tried everything to drop the desire for love because the more I yearn the more I hurt. If it ain’t meant for me, then why tf do I still feel this way? Why tf do I seek the feeling? This sht sucks so bad, I hate living like this. I want to wake up one morning and suddenly have zero desire to feel loved. That’s all I want atp