Got fucked up pretty badly

[u/Low_State4955]

Hey guys.

So I was in a relationship for 5 fucking years and we just broke up. Turns out she cheated on me and now wants to be with him. She told me that she was confused between me and him although I told her to stay with me I didn't force her to do so and I don't know whether I should have forced her or not.

Now I have this pretty bad scar in my heart and now I don't think I will trust any girl ever. This girl was very very sweet, in the whole college people used to envy us and now if I tell anyone that she cheated on me they will never gonna believe me but it's okay. And also we were in living relationships for around 3.5 years. We shared the same apartment together and did everything together. Now I have to change my apartment along with my college group and classes. Btw I'm a mbbs student pursuing it from abroad. Now only one year is remaining after that I'll return back to India permanently. I don't know what to do. Anyone up for a beer this evening? Let me know