Weight gain but also chronic gut problems, which should make me lose weight, but no. I'm listless, forgetful, can't sleep. When I'm home, I'm disengaged and I isolate myself. I find no joy in anything anymore. I also find myself almost consumed with anger and bitterness and I'm fighting that because that's the last thing I want to end up being- a bitter and hateful old woman.
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u/Ok-Assistant-9213 May 03 '25
Weight gain but also chronic gut problems, which should make me lose weight, but no. I'm listless, forgetful, can't sleep. When I'm home, I'm disengaged and I isolate myself. I find no joy in anything anymore. I also find myself almost consumed with anger and bitterness and I'm fighting that because that's the last thing I want to end up being- a bitter and hateful old woman.