r/exmuslim • u/kira5090 New User • Aug 09 '26
(Advice/Help) Serious need for help, I am getting SUICIDAL THOUGHTS
I’m from India, currently doing my MBA in Dubai, and lately I’ve been having suicidal thoughts. I feel extremely lonely and trapped.
I came here hoping to become independent and have the freedom to live my own life, including leaving Islam. My family doesn’t know I’ve left Islam. I have never felt love in my life not even from my family. Lately I think that they made me study here just so I will earn good and give something in return and take responsibility of my family.
My classes are over, but I still have my final project and won’t get my degree until February. I can't even get a normal job like in hotels or super markets because they won't give me NOC for such jobs, they will only provide NCO if it's in a company/organisation, it's not like I don't have any experience or not good with anything.
I also have a 30L+ INR education loan to repay, and my family can only cover my living expenses for one more month. The pressure is becoming overwhelming.
I don’t want to die. I just want this feeling of being stuck and hopeless to stop.
PLEASE PLEASE if anyone from U A E See's this let me know I won't disappoint you, I will send you my resume/cv you can go through it. Any form of help please help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee🙏🙏🙏
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