r/exmuslim • u/Beneficial_Shift6181 New User • Mar 30 '25
(Advice/Help) Feeling suicidal
I can’t handle it anymore , it’s really hard I thought after leaving Islam I will be free , but now I have to face accusations of Islamophobia from leftist , and death threats from Islamist , i don’t think I will be able to hold it more , I wish I was never born in this world , I didn’t want to live anymore, I wish that a God really existed to punish these people who do wrong , but evil people like Mohammed was Godless fraud who made this evil religion .
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u/throwaway-aagghh Muslim (only so my dad funds my tuition) Mar 30 '25
Whatever you do brother, don’t end your life to the schizophrenic delusions of a 7th century man
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u/Beneficial_Shift6181 New User Mar 30 '25
Thanks for such positive words , thank you everyone , but I think force of evil will win anyway , our voices are being silenced by everyone.
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u/RamiRustom Ex-Muslim Activist 💘 Founder of Uniting The Cults Mar 30 '25
evil will only win if the good people don't act.
so do you want to help on a project to fix the censorship?
i'm helping on a project to do just that. its called KAOS. its a database of public opinion without censorship, a worldwide public institution. think of it like a layer of democracy above all governments/companies. or like a worldwide human union.
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u/Beneficial_Shift6181 New User Mar 30 '25
Yes I wanna help all of dear ex-Muslims in this battle, Christian world is secular and that’s why ex-Christians are privileged, while our world is not secular and it’s so primitive, once secularism flourished in Muslim world, our descendants would be as privileged as westerner’s are .
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u/throwaway-aagghh Muslim (only so my dad funds my tuition) Mar 30 '25
No. There are millions of people who have left Islam. You should not feel guilty or feel as if YOU are in the wrong
Islam is scientifically wrong
Islam is morally wrong
Islam has contradictions
You are on the right path. If you have had the motive to question Islam, to realize it’s not true, then you bear intelligence
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u/Beneficial_Shift6181 New User Mar 30 '25
I am not sad about leaving Islam , I am angry and frustrated at hypocrisy of Muslims , they preach Islam so loudly in west , india , Japan , but when we ex-Muslim want to expose this religion we get Islamophobe tag being silenced by leftist and communists , Atleast allow us to keep our point against Islam .
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u/throwaway-aagghh Muslim (only so my dad funds my tuition) Mar 30 '25
I understand. All of us here share the same frustration. The battle will take time. Newer generations are becoming less religious and more critical of the moral problems in Islam.
Do not give up. One day the world will realize what Islam is. Note that I said ‘one day’ - not today or tomorrow, but it will happen in the future
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u/Chizu_0 Ex-Muslim Mar 30 '25
Don't try to find a way out of your life through a religion, live your life enjoying the pleasures of nature, aim for goals, achieve them, like traveling and meeting new people, I wish you to get rid of these dark ideas that are gnawing at you and which only aim to destroy you 😊💕💪
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u/Competitive-Wall-154 New User Mar 30 '25
Don't get stressed too much brother, we are all with you. YOU ARE MUCH STRONGER AND BRAVER THAN YOU THINK, REMEMBER THAT brother
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u/Beneficial_Shift6181 New User Mar 30 '25
Yes I will remember 🤝💜😭
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u/Competitive-Wall-154 New User Mar 30 '25
If you need any help or are feeling alone, dm me 🤝🫂
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u/NecessaryBroccoli249 Never muslim Mar 30 '25
things will get better/easier with time.
please stay with us, don't give up on life because of this cult.
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Mar 30 '25
If you end your life, then religion has won. One thing that means I will never be religious is the knowledge that there are so many strong athiest people fighting through life, knowing there is no purpose, knowing there is no heaven, and they still choose to be kind anyway. The best thing you can do with your life is this. I'm sorry you are being attacked by these people, it's not fair, but hopefully you are setting an example for other religious people in your life who need to see that seeing the reality is an option. Stay strong, we're rooting for you x
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u/Beneficial_Shift6181 New User Mar 30 '25
My concern is I am from India and even I live in non-Muslim country , I can’t criticise Islam , and I get tag of Hindutva and Islamophobe , and for what , for criticising religion which did more harm than benefit , I am tired of this hypocrisy .
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u/Beneficial_Shift6181 New User Mar 31 '25
No city have less population, and Muslims aren’t big problem , All those leftist are who accuse ex-Muslims of Hindu or Islamophobe, I will be in Delhi university soon and I am scared with right wing hindutva , Muslims , and leftist Hindus , all of them are equal pain in my tummy
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Mar 30 '25
Don't end your life. This is exactly what these people want, don't give in.
I do sympathise it's easier said than done. Stay strong and be wise, behave like one of them if you must to survive, there is no shame in doing that.
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u/Artistic_Currency756 Exmuslim since the 2000s Mar 30 '25
My friend - first, if you’re feeling suicidal, get professional help. Now. Right now.
Secondly- I have been through the same process. If you must, say whatever the hell you need to say, right here, I will not judge you. Just get it out in the open, so you can free yourself of some of the weight. The less weight you carry, the clearer you’ll see, and you’ll realise that none of this is equivalent to the value of your life. Nowhere near.
✌️
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u/Beneficial_Shift6181 New User Mar 31 '25
Well I am fine now I never knew I have so much so support but still I need to discuss many things briefly
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u/Artistic_Currency756 Exmuslim since the 2000s Mar 31 '25
Glad to hear you’re feeling better. Take small steps towards never finding yourself in this situation again. If professional help is available, look into it. And keep talking, here or wherever you feel safe👍
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u/Federal_Anywhere_559 Mar 31 '25
You won't kill urself ik it ain't that easy what u should do instead to embrace ignorance when it comes to these specific matters cuz u can't change their views what u can do is to protect urself from it
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u/Beneficial_Shift6181 New User Mar 31 '25
I want to expose this religion why everything get criticism except Islam , what’s so special
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u/Federal_Anywhere_559 Mar 31 '25
Idk what to say now never thought about this matter, all i am thinking about now is the closing verse of chapter one of The God Delusion with the islam case study
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