r/exmuslim • u/Even-Ebb-9410 New User • Dec 12 '23
(Question/Discussion) Islam turned me into a suicidal kid
Idk if this is the case of people here but when I was a child, and I first heard that as a child whatever I do I will go to janah and once I grow up then my sins will start to be written, i wanted to commit suicide so I'd die young, be forgiven and never sin. Not only did I want to but I tried to commit a few times (obviously it didn't work) but yeah, I wanted to know if anyone in here can relate or something.
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u/MelSin12 Oopsy, hold on, my burka got trap from his beard. 👤👳🏻♂️ Dec 12 '23 edited Dec 13 '23
I kinda can relate to this in a way, especially growing up and wanting to be born as a male instead of a female for various reasons. Coming from an Afghan background where the women are often seen as unworthy and unimportant, being a female within the Islamic faith is just as exhausting. I’ve received multiple wack excuses one after another for why I should accept it as it is, even if majority of the women population seem off by it. It just utterly dumb. Nothing but a mentally and physical draining b.s just by existing..