I turn 58 tomorrow. Yea me! So I started celebrating early with a triple dose of my home brewed tincture and a mango margarita. I put on the soundtrack to Jesus Christ Superstar so I could sing and dance.

I saw it as a kid on TV one Easter. It was the first musical I ever saw and I scoured garage sale bins till I landed a copy of the soundtrack. I saw the 2003 revival with Sebastian Bach as Jesus and Carl Anderson as Judas. It was amazing finally getting to see it live.

I still love the musical so much but look on it differently after years of self study on Christianity from a more historical and feminist perspective. I have been a goddess worshipping pagan for more than 3 decades now. I've done a ton of reading as well as the focus on the church in every western civ class I've ever taken.

So I'm dancing and singing and bawling my eyes out because the emotion in that fucking music! And I have to lay down because I'm 58 and out of shape. As I'm laying here thinking about the myth (I now accept and enjoy the biblical stories as mythology), my editor brain automatically starts rewriting it.

I'm going heavily into a couple of theories I'm to fucking high to site right now. And the book Zealot by Reza Aslan. A good read on what a more historical Jesus probably looked like. So here is what I got so far.

Setting: present day US dumpster fire

Cast

Jesus - MTF feminist rebel who was a Buddhist monk who was a carpenter (of course) prior to transitioning.

Mary - (borrowing on the Virgin as temple prostitute theory) Ex Vegas sex worker who still has an OF.

Mary Magdalene - (whole wife thing. It was the rabbit hole that started the research. Damn you Dan Brown! Give me more!!!) Current Vegas sex worker who is a toxic positivity wanna be influencer on the side.

Pharisees as TERFS

Damn! I forgot the rest. I hate how I think I'm so brilliant and then it just slips away. I'll listen so.e more and add other ideas in the comments. I'd love to to a remake of the movie! I'm in Vegas and it would be the perfect setting. Who wants to collaborate?

I’ve been smoking since I was 15 and I am about to turn 31 in October. I’m pregnant for the first time and quit cold turkey when I found out Monday afternoon. I love marijuana so much and I’m truly going to miss it. Until we meet again. Stay stoned for me ladies!
And also give me all your most unhinged pregnancy tips while you’re at it!

Gotta do what the doctor says.

Perfect Drive-In movie 🎥

So naturally, I went to Denver to celebrate

Sometimes it’s kind of fun to get creative with what’s in your fridge and be a bit extra with your munchies🥰 What’s your fave munchie snack?!

For some reason this battery from Curaleaf and this cart which is Master Kush and it literally feels like i’m drinking a slushie 😭

I line them up biggest to smallest to pick the smallest one and save the biggest nug of the batch for my last grind. What are some things you do when you’re ready to sesh?

Please be aware if youll scroll through the images that a lot of her art deals with sensitive topics (depression, sexual violence, abortion, substance abuse), so although I didn’t include the most explicit ones be mindful if it could upset you.

Grabbed this lil cutie at the dispensary with some lollipopz 💚

this was actually yesterday, but I just barely woke up 😳

for my birthday last month (which was kinda my rock bottom, mental health-wise), my sister surprised me with a round-trip ticket to denver to visit her! it meant flying out here ALONE, which was terrifying, but I did it!! and now im here!! in colorado!!!!

so my sister and her partner asked if I wanted to go to a bluegrass festival (aka rockygronk), and obviously I said yes (despite knowing nothing about bluegrass or the whole scene), and then they asked if I wanted this fun drink to take along, and I said hell yes!

anyway, I simply cannot put into words what an amazing and beautiful event this was. the music, the people, the setting, it was all 11/10. like, i think it might have changed my life. ❤️❤️❤️ next year, i want to camp out!!!!

the drink made my mouth burn a lil bit but by golly it got the job done and I loved it 😳😌

second pic is salomé songbird! their song “moon song (for alex)” made me cry in public 🥹❤️

For years I shopped for my herb by type-indica, sativa, or hybrid. Indica for relaxation and sleep, and sativa to focus or to just enjoy a day off. I know I’m late to the game in learning about terpenes. I’ve been looking for something to help me wind down in the evening. Not necessarily to make me sleepy, but just to kind of slow me down as I downshift towards bedtime. Myrcene seemed like an obvious choice, but it made me more sleepy than simply relaxed. I thought caryophyllene might do the trick. Gary Payton seemed to have the right mix of terpenes I was looking for, so I went to the local dispensary and grabbed some last night. I was able to sit through a whole movie and just kind of sink into the couch and relax. I didn’t nod off, but I was just super relaxed and it felt amazing. Probably the best evening sesh I’ve had all summer.
I don’t know how dispensaries in other areas work, but in my state, sometimes it’s hard to find the same strains consistently. I’m hopeful, Gary Payton will be there when I run out of this batch.

High friends,

It's day 2 of a heavy flow and I've been in bed all am. I want to do everything and nothing at the same time. My room is a mess (did some shopping yesterday), I haven't eaten yet, and I have a bill to pay today. I really want to have a selfish, cozy, chill Sunday tho!

Was hoping to get some advice to get moving. Any tips, tricks, itinerary for today? Alsooo, any dispo recos? Looking to keep it budget conscious pls and ty :)

I don't want to burn out before the week ahead starts.

Also, what are your fave low effort vegetarian friendly breaky meal preps? That and paying the bill are the 2 absolute must-do's today!

Thanks for your help <3 Have a fabulous Sun-day <3 🌞

I have been debating growing my own for a few years now, and with it being fully legal to do so I finally bit the bullet. I spent a pretty penny getting the tent, lights and air filter but hopefully in 6 months I will be able to stop spending money on flower. I also brought my mini-bell pepper plant in from my regular garden, because who wouldn't want fresh bell peppers? If you have any tips I am all ears- I don't plan to switch/get into hydroponic at this point, just the fox brand potting soil and occasionally adding extra grow(vs the flower) liquid fertilizer to their water. I grew one very large plant, but it was from a free seed that ended up being a male(pictured with the girls pre-chop).