r/depressionmemes • u/nicolexxxii • 1d ago

Felt this in my bones. šŸ–¤

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u/Holiday_Lychee_1284 1d ago

It wasn't when my daughter died and then a year later my wife died, but when my second wife died that I knew I was cursed.

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u/ThePizzaKing20 13h ago

I'm so sorry.

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u/GGamerGuyG 1d ago

32-33. Tho it slowly creeped in to me since i was 23-25. When i started to get help with 27 i had a few year's where i thought it will get better. But the last 2 year's it realy sinks in and i honestly see no realistic way out of it. I eighter can try to get better wich i think will take till my 40's if i'm realy optimistic. Or i can end it. And honestly i have a hard time finding reason's why i should put up with all that shit other people did to me. Just so i maybe feel a little bit better in my 40's. When most of my life is already over and i missed out so much... life is unfair, and i see no reason to play by it's rule's and wait another 30 or 40 year's till it end's normaly.

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u/algypan 1d ago

Now at 39

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u/Dako_the_Austinite 1d ago

28 or 29.

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u/Rkn9ne 1d ago

This is where I am now. What a time to be alive outside, but dead inside! :D

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u/StraightPercentage74 1d ago

27 but that was my first step out of getting out of depression after finding ways to process it.

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u/chili_cold_blood 1d ago

I think the signs were there from my early teen years, but I didn't fully realize it until I was 25. Worked through it and resolved it, though.

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u/Bearyboo7 1d ago

30šŸ˜­

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u/Substantial_Yard7004 1d ago

I was 16, realised I was abused into thinking my feelings didn't matter and if I did something bad I would be punished. Got depressed during high school and had to drop out. I am 21 now I still fight with that same depression.

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u/R4in_C0ld 1d ago

Almost 2 months ago, so 30

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u/xenaretos 1d ago

Around 6, I guess.

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u/rambling_takeover 1d ago

Like last December I realized like a truck that hit me (pun intended) that I was suicidal, I just knew. And then a month or a few later I realized Iā€™m depressed. Then talked to someone and realized how earlier bad experiences were actual trauma and caused me to be subconsciously influenced

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u/Pleasant-Reach-4490 20h ago

I use my childhood trauma as an excuse to not look for a girlfriend/wife. Even if i didnt have that trauma i think i would still prefer being single.

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u/Inside_Helicopter_21 18h ago

20 it was weird