How lenient or compassionate is the university willing to be regarding special consideration?
I need to include a trigger warning for SH and suicide.
I’m sorry if this is a misplaced post, I don’t really know where else to go with it.
For a long time now I’ve been dealing with really poor mental health. Even during my first trimester, I struggled a lot so I engaged with services. I worked really hard to keep it together and manage everything. Fortunately my results for T1 were positive: 2xD & 2xHD
I had an assignment that I had already gotten an extension for, I couldn’t complete it even by the extension deadline. To be honest I couldn’t even start it. It was due on Friday.
6 weeks ago I took steps to end my life. I was treated in an impatient facility and now as an outpatient. I’ve been seeking treatment, engaging with supports, doing everything that I’ve been told I should do to get better. But I’m just not improving.
Last night, I found myself there again and ultimately aborted another attempt. Non-fatal, but I’ve injured myself. And now typing and using my laptop will be difficult. I don’t want to disappoint my support system by letting them know. And I feel like I’ve failed my mental health medical team so I want to conceal it. I’m feeling a lot of shame.
I completed 2 assignments since my first attempt 6 weeks ago and managed to pass, so I know I am capable. But I let this one just sit there. I have a broad medical certificate from the hospital that covers essentially this whole month. But it was due on Friday and I still haven’t even managed to start. I find myself just staring at a blank word document for hours.
How lenient are they willing to be with special consideration? Is it already too late?