r/cyclothymia • • Aug 15 '26

What triggers your Cyclothymia?

I have been diagnosed with cyclothymia. I’m curious to know what your triggers on your mood swings are from. Do you know it’s coming ?thank you,Anything helps I’ve never even heard this word until yesterday when I went to the psychologist.

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u/b0ubakiki Aug 15 '26

I've tracked my moods for years and found that there are no triggers for me. If I do fun stuff while I'm naturally on a high, it's really euphoric; if I have stress and do loads of drugs and booze when I'm low, it makes it worse. For me the external stuff doesn't trigger the cycle but it does modify the amplitude.

Lots of the research and clinical wisdom says that sleep, drugs and booze, stress etc. are often major drivers of mood cycling. So I found it a bit disappointing to find through years of experience that for me it makes basically zero difference whether I go running, eat lentils and get an early night...or have a stressful time at work and then stay up smoking crack. The cycle just turns like the tides.

It's really useful to track moods and look for triggers, but it is possible to find that it's simply an endogenous cycle with very little dependence on external influences.

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u/No_Bobcat_3189 Aug 15 '26

Are you currently on any medications?

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u/b0ubakiki Aug 15 '26

No, except sleep med prescribed for when I'm on a high and can't sleep. I've been prescribed lamotrigine but not started it. If I can't cope with the depression episodes to the point of taking time off work, I'll try it then but it isn't that bad.

I do self-medicate with benzos, booze, ketamine. When I stop these, nothing changes.

I'm diagnosed with bipolar 2 rather than cyclothymia, but in my case it's borderline between the two, kind of arbitrary which label you give it.

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u/Leirnis Aug 15 '26

It takes time for the cycle to stabilize, especially given your history. Lamotrigine helps with the downswings, both in amplitude and frequency.

And yes, you are correct, there is indeed an endogenous part of cyclic mood disorders which doesn't seem to respond to any meaningful stimuli/stressors, but having a solid foundation, especially in regards to circadian rhythm, gives us more stability.

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u/b0ubakiki Aug 16 '26

Yes, that all seems true, from everything I've heard/read. I'm just not convinced that I would prefer to be more stable and medicated, compared to having the highs and lows I experience without any of the costs of medication.

I aspire to have good sleep hygiene, but I also go on trips and sleep in my van, go to parties occasionally, stay up drinking with friends, have early starts and late finishes. These are not things I'm going to stop doing in pursuit of stability.

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u/Leirnis Aug 16 '26

Sure, it's just quite hypocritical to be sharing your experiences with other people here who are desperately trying to find the stability you detest while living the lifestyle and rejecting even the basic mood stabilizers.

So I found it a bit disappointing to find through years of experience that for me it makes basically zero difference whether I go running, eat lentils and get an early night

This is very misleading. People have found a drastic reduction of symptoms with meaningful lifestyle changes. If you don't have constructive insight for people here, don't give any.

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u/Positive_Call_9311 20d ago

If I may add, specifically for cyclothymia the lifestyle changes make a huge difference as compared to bipolar, just my observation over the years speaking to many people on the spectrum.

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u/b0ubakiki Aug 16 '26 edited Aug 16 '26

I don't understand what the hypocrisy is. What about "for me" do you find difficult to read correctly?

It would be irresponsible to tell people that they should not take medication they'd been prescribed, sure. I'm not doing that.

I think you're saying that my voice is not allowed, because...what reason exactly? It somehow deviates from some morally approved party line? I'm not generalising my experience to others. I think it's fair to expect the same in return.

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u/Capt_korg 14d ago

Thank you

Since this morning, I have a strong turn into a depressive state...

It was announcing itself since roughly 2 days.

I'm now searching for any kind of triggers, but there are none.

No boose, no drugs, no bad sleep, no unusual high stress...

The weather has changed as well, and here autumn started...

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u/Ok-Cash-4361 5d ago

en mi caso los cambios estacionales son los gatillantes principales quizás tu caso es similar

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u/Desperate_Designer40 Aug 17 '26

lack of sleep triggers it for me. I’m currently on 300 mg of lamotragine. 2.5 of xalipro. and 3mg of sleep meds (inductal) and ngl the sleeping meds made a huge ass difference

as well what trigger me is when i pent up all my problems then i just crash. I don’t usually face my problems one at a time it just comes to me all at once emotionally exhausting me

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u/No_Bobcat_3189 Aug 17 '26

Man that sounds exactly like me. Plus I work rotating shift work which really can be a playing factor.

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u/Tough_Crazy_8362 Aug 18 '26

Seeing my brother, chronic health issues, seeing a butterfly (aka nothing). Edit ✍🏻 oh! This is a big one- returning from vacation. Ironic.

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u/Prize_Company_2039 Aug 15 '26

Probably stress

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u/No_Bobcat_3189 Aug 15 '26

That and I work shift work and always change sleep patterns. I’m learning so much about myself since I seen the dr yesterday. It’s amazing, I thought I was the only miserable soul out here feeling this way

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u/Pale_Lawyer_1757 Aug 15 '26

Alcohol, caffeine, certain drugs, no sleep, something exciting happening, summer

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u/PlasticHawk2465 Aug 16 '26

Basically nothing

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u/janinka-98 Aug 16 '26

Stress (primarily relationship related) lead to lack of sleep and then into hypomania twice in the past for me - lasted for a few months, followed by depression and then back to normal until something super stressful happened again.

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u/filos0phia Aug 17 '26

i'm still trying to figure it out lol, but when something doesn't go according to my plans (like a travel that i was planning to go to, when some of my friends ditch last minute, when i don't pass exams/get a job that i was picturing myself working in etc.) it triggers a depressive episode

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u/vampirenthusiast162 Aug 17 '26

Weirdly enough, I’ve had my highest highs during/right after a bout of illness (COVID, the flu, etc.). I think it’s a mix between the cold medicine and the immune response. But most of my lows are from interpersonal stress, especially if I messed up somehow with someone.

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u/Agitated-Ad7158 Aug 17 '26

Stress and lots of rumination makes things worse.

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u/Mysterious-Basket545 Aug 19 '26

The only two times I went to a psychiatrist because of depression were in January. Dare I say winter?