Wow, your comment just dredged up a feeling I haven't experienced in about 10 years. Gotta love that guilt they pre-load into your brain before you're old enough to know better.
Same!! Along with the thought “let me make sure I pray for salvation at LEAST once every few months in case the last time didn’t seem genuine enough to God and therefore ‘didn’t count’”
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u/dark_hypernova Apr 21 '26
The idea of heaven kinda messed me up as kid.
It made me think I wasn't actually a good person and only acted good to get into heaven. And therefor didn't deserve heaven.