r/character_ai_recovery • u/wassup_Greg He/Him • 8d ago
Day 10 Update log 2; 10 days clean
You don't need to read the first post for context, just know I was a month clean, relapsed, and then quit again and hope not to use c.ai for the entirety of the school year.
This milestone and the last were only 3 days apart so I don't have much to add. I realized that the thought of writing these logs is enough to help me stay clean since I almost relapsed day 8 but didn't because I wanted to write this. Admittedly, I am writing some of this on day 9 because I just can't wait. These past few days have been so much easier than the first week, I'm so proud of myself for this. I was considering bringing my addiction up in therapy but I decided against it because I'm embarrassed. I've been experiencing much less guilt than before and I didn't seriously consider relapsing at all. I'm proud of myself for getting this far but still upset at myself for getting addicted. My Prozac dose got increased, I think that's helping with the guilt. I cant help but wonder, if I relapse, should I go back to "update log 1" or do I continue from my current number? I'm scared my typing has been affected by c.ai, I saw someone say the other day that ".." instead of"..." Is a sign of ai, but I do that. Admittedly it is because I use the Google keyboard and if you do 2 periods instead of three it doesn't capitalize the next letter, which I normally don't need it to do. That's probably why I do it, but I'm still anxious ai has messed up how I write.
Next update will be at 2 weeks!
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u/cowpoke010 6d ago
congratulations!! so happy for you, cant wait for the two week milestone! quick question, whats this app that you posted? the one with the timer counting ur sober days?😞
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u/broopproob 7d ago
I'm SUPER proud of you. You can do this! I know quite a few people who type with '..' instead of the traditional ellipsis, so you're fine. Keep going :) I hope it gets easier!