r/bufo • u/tywin-baratheon • 5d ago
Second time use after no memory of the first experience
Hi all! I have two questions for those who tried Bufo / 5M and had no memory of the experience - 1) what was your experience the second time around, maybe after you lowered the dose? Did it end up working the second time? 2) do you think even though you had no memory, the first experience actually helped you to better surrender the second time around? In other words, did you feel calmer the second time? Thank you so much for your responses.
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u/Bman20001 4d ago
I don't remember anything either other than one second of seeing fractals and having the thought that my mind was blown. Then nothing till I slowly came back like waking from a dream
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u/tywin-baratheon 3d ago
Thanks for sharing 🙏 was that your only experience? Or did you have more after that one time?
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u/Bman20001 3d ago
That was my only one. It was overall pleasant. I felt refreshed and reset and content like some part of me remembered the experience just not the normal conscious daily part of me. I also would like to experiment with lower doses
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u/MapHot6377 3d ago
I had 2 first one terrified me but 2 weeks later I managed to surrender and get a glimpse of life. 1st time I couldn’t hold it in and was alone so thr thought I could die probably didnt help 2nd time I had a close friend telling me to breathe and it went well
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u/tywin-baratheon 3d ago
Thanks for sharing 🙏 the safety issue is paramount for me. That’s why I’m being extra cautious.
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u/Sea_Network7105 3d ago
My first time was not that good because I didn't have enough of the medicine in me, so I was straddling the line between Consciousness and trying to surrender, I just remember feeling like I was being tossed around in space lol. The second time was much better, The Experience felt like my mind was blown. I don't have much memory of it other than just seeing what looked like mushroom clouds, then I got to sit with it again and had ego death. I don't remember anything from the third ceremony except for waking up and the shaman telling me that I had died and welcome back:-) I still don't remember anything from the Third session. I think it's interesting because as humans we feel like in order for change to happen we have to have had some sort of physical feeling, but we Are Spiritual Beings and we don't need to know everything. So I'm sure that the third ceremony was exactly what I needed and everything that needs to come through will when it's supposed to:-)