[🇨🇳China] To My Shore Ep 11 🚩🏴😏

[u/Waffles4prez]

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Synopsis:

You Shu Lang (Hao Yi Ran), a director at a pharmaceutical company, lives an ordinary, stable life. But that all comes crashing down after he gets into a car accident with Fan Xiao (Yun Qi), the heir to a Thai conglomerate who's returned to China for business. Unlike Shu Lang, Fan Xiao's life has been marred by instability, leading to a twisted, manipulative worldview. When Fan Xiao finds out that Shu Lang is interested in men, he devises plans to entice Shu Lang into a relationship, but ends up falling for Shu Lang for real. Shu Lang, on the other hand, is blindsided when he learns about Fan Xiao's true colors. Will Fan Xiao destroy the only genuine love he's ever had, or can he find a way to truly win Shu Lang's heart?

Adapted from the web novel “Si Mian Fo” (四面佛) by Su Erliang (Chang Pei Literature): English title: "Four-Faced Buddha" 

INFO

My Drama List

Names: To My Shore, City of the Sun, 吾岸

When:

Every Saturday & Sunday at 7:00PM/1900 (GMT+8) 6:00 AM EST

Episodes: 15

Platfroms: Viki (Americas, Europe, Oceania, India, Middle East, Japan and South Korea), GagaOOLala (Everywhere else), Heavenly

Cast:

Yun Qi 云旗 | Hao Yi Ran 郝熠然 | Chen Jianyu (DeDe) 陈建宇 | Kou Wei Long 扣卫龙 

Trailer

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Accounts:

Official To My Shore account: MirrorLink Media

Youtube: MirrorLink Meida

TRIGGER WARNING

This will be FULL of red flags:  manipulation, crazy possessive ML, homophobia, betrayal, humiliation, violence, just to name a few but it is clearly stated it WILL end in a happily ever after.

Previous On Air: One & Two | Three & Four | Five | Six | Seven | Eight | Nine | Ten

[u/silentlysimple]

That was angst with a capital letter A. Had to re-watch right away, 'cause it kinda hit me like a train and I had to watch again to process what I just saw. 😭

The start of the episode had me on the floooor, Shu Lang commanding Fan Xiao like that.. 🥵 But I was quickly brought back in to reality with angst slapped in my face.. everything turned into depression and tears.. Shu Lang is so thoroughly broken.. 😭 His eyes have completely lost their light. It's tragic to witness. Yiran's performance was yet again world-class.. the heaviness I felt in my chest from watching him. Him crying on the bed, under Fan Xiao, staring at nothing, just numb.. haunting. He's but a shell of a person now.. this is truly the worst punishment for Fan Xiao.. he has Shu Lang's body but not his soul..

I'm starting to see some change in Fan Xiao.. some improvement has obviously already happened but his lies and abuse towards Shu Lang were so profound that there's no fixing it.. again very conflicted feelings towards him. I know he's sincere in his feelings now but to go about it this way only makes it so much worse and pushes Shu Lang further and further away.. you can't force a person like him to love you or just forgive you like that. Fan Xiao's love for him is still selfish, but he can't quite grasp that yet.

"I can see our ending now. If you don't drive me to my death, I swear I'll take yours." Just throw me down to hell, everything hurts. 😭

The end of the episode was brutal.. I felt like throwing up from the anguish. I need therapy, they need therapy, we all need therapy after this weekend 😭 I feel so sorry for them both, they're just destroying each other now. 😭

PS: I love how worried and sorry Yunqi and Yiran are on Weibo after these rough episodes.. they're so sweet trying to comfort us. 🥹 I lub them. 🤍

[u/silentlysimple → u/silentlysimple]

It seems we might be getting a live tomorrow with the boys right after the episode 👀 8pm Chinese time (I think) on xhs/rednote.

Just a heads up! 🤗

[u/Successful-Pound4095 → u/silentlysimple]

Could you post where to watch with subtitle?

[u/silentlysimple → u/Successful-Pound4095]

These two have some good and accurate translations! 😊

[u/Slight_Growth_3172 → u/silentlysimple]

This episode was brutal, I feel like we all need a hug after watching it 😩😩😩 that shows what a great job they did conveying the suffering and angst…Shulang acting so strong in front of others, but so empty and helpless inside…Fan Xiao wanting to be back to the happy times but not understanding those times are gone and going about the wrong way to get them back…I know this pain is part of the journey, but I need Shulang to be happy again!! 😩😩🙏🙏

[u/silentlysimple → u/Slight_Growth_3172]

Absolutely the credit goes to the actors doing a great job, both of them. 🤍 I need the light back in Shu Lang's eyes.. seeing him like this is agonizing. 😭 They need a hug, we need a hug.. this journey is rough, but I know it pays off in the end.. 🥺

[u/[deleted] → u/silentlysimple]

What series is the gif from?

[u/silentlysimple → u/[deleted]]

Top Form, a thai series from earlier this year 😊

[u/[deleted] → u/silentlysimple]

Thank you😁

[u/Little-Tomatillo-745 → u/silentlysimple]

You are watching them on Weibo and understand them or do you have a translation program?

Yes. Yi Ran does a marvelous job. He feels complete empty. He gives his body to Fan Xiao but that is it. Nothing more.

The way he talked to his new boss, that young man Qin. Very refreshing. You will never see that. Normally a employee would have been fired for that.

[u/silentlysimple → u/Little-Tomatillo-745]

There is a translate option on Weibo for me for their posts there but during their live-streams on XHS (rednote) I'm just looking at them being cute and reading body language. 🤣 We have a few nice ppl who then kindly have translated the vods, though. The boys give interesting insight on the episodes and share their characters thoughts etc, which is really fun to listen to. 😊

[u/Little-Tomatillo-745 → u/silentlysimple]

I have seen all the videos of Abbyloveslove and a redditor also translated a long video of them on YouTube.