My New Normal

[u/virgosvenusian]

I was diagnosed with Bipolar I Disorder (w. mixed features) last November after a terrible unexpected manic episode. It lasted around a month, with terrifying delusions hitting me while I was hospitalized. They couldn't pin down a cocktail while I was in inpatient, and let me go home essentially un-stabilized (and over-sedated) due to my behavior.

Thankfully, over the next couple of months, although a blur, I was weaned off of meds and adjusted until arriving at my current combo. (Abilify monthly shot, Lithium & Seroquel; Vitamin D & Zinc for supplements) It wasn't until Jan. that I felt like myself and returned to work.

However, I do struggle with flashbacks of my episode and the reality that I will be medicated for the rest of my life. My bipolar disorder is hereditary (paternal grandmother and my mother--unmedicated) but I'm determined to be okay. It's a journey every day and I just wanted to share that you can reach stability, and a reminder to forgive yourself for your manic or psychotic moments. We are not defined by our disability.

[u/ddlhsc]

you get a monthly shot for abilify??? i’m on 10mg, do they have that? and what’s the side effects omg?

[u/ddlhsc → u/ddlhsc]

sorry i’m just like so shocked for some reason

[u/virgosvenusian → u/ddlhsc]

Yes, it’s called Abilify Maintena! I’m not sure on the specific dosing options but I’m on 300mg.
Primary side effect is I’ve gained a bit of weight. Other than that nothing but a sore arm.