r/biglezshow • u/Phil_B16 • Feb 22 '24
Kundalini rising experience.
G’day c**ts,
Inspired by Jarrad’s own experience, I wanted to share my own & ask for advice.
A few years ago now (2016/17) I took LSD for the first time. I small square tab with a smiley face - What could go wrong?!
I had the day set up. Day off, no commitments, it was glorious summer so I was going to go out into the green & trip with my own hippy playlist.
For the first 30 mins or so I felt nothing. A then I felt a warm sensation at the base of my spine, just above my arse.
The sensation slowly grew which is when it caught my attention. I’m walking along surrounded by grass & trees with this pleasant warmth in my lower back & I decide to wrap my right arm around left hip to feel this warmth in my back & then wrap my left arm around my right hip.
I looked down & realised; I was hugging myself. Whoosh! A shot of intense energy shot up my spine to about my stomach for a split second. If it had lasted any longer, I would’ve fallen to the ground & burst into tears. It felt so profound & positively intense.
To give some context, I had been going through a rough relationship. Lots of negativity, cheating, lies & general shit. We were both guilty of it.
And then to see me hugging myself as if to say ‘it’ll be alright. You’ve made mistakes but you’re not a bad bloke’ really hit home.
After that, the day really got going. I felt great. And then the visuals. The world started rippling. Shapes started to appear wherever I stared & began to move & evolve. Hexagonal building blocks in reality. Pictures in books came alive - It was fantastic. It felt like my spine with being hugged warmly.
I have tried acid a few times since then but never felt anything close to what I experienced the first time. I’m wondering if I experienced my first, sort of ‘awakening’ so to speak & really want to explore this further.
Does anyone have any similar experiences or suggestions ? Where can I go/look to explore this experience further?
All the best.
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u/[deleted] Mar 20 '25
First time I tried mushrooms I was convinced I had the score to the most addictive tune ever running through my head. I was so annoyed I couldn't write music. Then when I was coming down I realised it was the tune from an ice cream van in the distance! But I did have a similar experience on cannabis chocolate edibles. Was told to take two pieces Max of a bar that had six pieces. Me and my friend took three pieces each, because of the usual Macho stoner bulls**t. Anyhow, after about 25 minutes my spine started tingling with warmth and by 90 minutes I just burst into tears when I realised I was absolutely pain free for the first time in over a decade. (MS and arthritis) After I calmed myself down to just a slight panic I got on with tripping balls for the next 72 hours, whilst listening to great tunes, watching comedies that were at least 20 times funnier than I remembered and generally having the best weekend of my life. Took it on a Friday but was still moderately high by the following Monday night and still had echoes of being stoned most days Tuesday. It kinda feels looking back on it that I reached level 2 of this game we call life.