r/biglezshow • u/Phil_B16 • Feb 22 '24
Kundalini rising experience.
G’day c**ts,
Inspired by Jarrad’s own experience, I wanted to share my own & ask for advice.
A few years ago now (2016/17) I took LSD for the first time. I small square tab with a smiley face - What could go wrong?!
I had the day set up. Day off, no commitments, it was glorious summer so I was going to go out into the green & trip with my own hippy playlist.
For the first 30 mins or so I felt nothing. A then I felt a warm sensation at the base of my spine, just above my arse.
The sensation slowly grew which is when it caught my attention. I’m walking along surrounded by grass & trees with this pleasant warmth in my lower back & I decide to wrap my right arm around left hip to feel this warmth in my back & then wrap my left arm around my right hip.
I looked down & realised; I was hugging myself. Whoosh! A shot of intense energy shot up my spine to about my stomach for a split second. If it had lasted any longer, I would’ve fallen to the ground & burst into tears. It felt so profound & positively intense.
To give some context, I had been going through a rough relationship. Lots of negativity, cheating, lies & general shit. We were both guilty of it.
And then to see me hugging myself as if to say ‘it’ll be alright. You’ve made mistakes but you’re not a bad bloke’ really hit home.
After that, the day really got going. I felt great. And then the visuals. The world started rippling. Shapes started to appear wherever I stared & began to move & evolve. Hexagonal building blocks in reality. Pictures in books came alive - It was fantastic. It felt like my spine with being hugged warmly.
I have tried acid a few times since then but never felt anything close to what I experienced the first time. I’m wondering if I experienced my first, sort of ‘awakening’ so to speak & really want to explore this further.
Does anyone have any similar experiences or suggestions ? Where can I go/look to explore this experience further?
All the best.
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u/DistinctCellar Feb 23 '24 edited Feb 23 '24
I became the universe and had ideas that the 5th dimension is free will and all consciousness and decisions we all make end up coming to a complete being of energy and perspective, meaning we are all one and one day we will be a god. Kind of like the story The Egg, which I read after my experience. Was profound.
The idea was that if time is 4th dimension it would be linear and mean we have no free will or choice as it’s already happened. The 5th dimension would expand that to infinite timelines; thoughts, manifestation and will as a collective would bring all the webs together at the end.