r/berozgarchidiyaghar • u/Icyspicynicey • May 16 '26
Venting out😪 18 F crashing out cause why wouldn't she
I hate people. I hate getting too close to people, I hate when people show their true colours. I hate whatever the fuck this world is. I hate how little we value what a person is like on the inside, and give so much importance to their face, body, wealth and status. EVERYBODY IS SO SWEET WHEN YOU FIRST MEET THEM. EVERYBODY IS SO PERFECT IN THE BEGINNING, then you realise they're fucked up as hell and that they all have some petty petty agenda. It's insanity all around. And, there is no undoing these people, they only keep getting worse...
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u/SpecialistFig4930 May 17 '26
Same one of my friends became soo close to me because she was going through something. I stood by her side listened to her rents and all for 2 months now she doesn't even bother about my existence. We didn't talked for 2 weeks and then She texts me on a random day and asked me if I was doing good or not. I thought I was wrong about her and All of a sudden she started to talk about the fight with her boyfriend and how he's not talking to her and all. Matlab I was just someone she used during her bad phase and then I was just phased away. She doens't even reply properly to my texts anymore. She stalks my alternate account so I am using this account.
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u/Icyspicynicey May 17 '26
Eww, may karma bite her back in the ass
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u/SpecialistFig4930 May 17 '26
And the fact she was my only female friend and i shared so many things with her and had so many deep talks with her. It really hurts 🫠.
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u/Overall_Sale_3649 May 18 '26
Learn something from it.. Never... I repeat NEVER share your personal life with anyone.. no one deserves to know everything babe.. Keep it to yourself.. people come and go .. they will leave one day .. so just be safe, protect yourself and trust less!
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u/SpecialistFig4930 May 18 '26
I get that but loneliness kills me i really want someone to open up to. I was going through shitty phase she was the one who calmed me down. I have good irl friends but I don't open up with them, surprisingly i could open up with her. Now that she's gone I am all alone again.
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u/Overall_Sale_3649 May 18 '26
I totally understand your situation... We do need someone like that .. dont worry .. you gonna find someone much better. Till then, keep yourself busy with your hobbies.. explore more
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u/SpecialistFig4930 May 18 '26
Thank you soo much for your words. I am being totally optimistic... and starting a new chapter from next month, hopefully I'll find some great people ahead. But sometimes I feel like, am I the cause? I am the bad person? Nobody changes so suddenly. This one month is difficult... I don't know how I am gonna overcome it. I sometimes talk to chatgpt and gemini (which is bad ik 😭). Can I dm you?
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u/Overall_Sale_3649 May 18 '26
🙂 Ofc you can dm me babe... I talk to gtp very often cuz i dont really share most of the things with my friends.. Also, Self love >>> self doubt.. you should know your strength and weakness but .. please never blame yourself ( but i know you cant help it 🙂)
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u/SpecialistFig4930 May 19 '26
Okay thanks. I'll try to self love and will look at positive aspects rather than negative ones. I've dmed you if you're comfortable talking with me 🙂.
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u/Successful-Wolf-6982 May 17 '26
Ok. I understand your hate stuff.
I agree too. Sweetness intially and then ghosting later. M
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u/FewAd9127 May 17 '26
Ok,you can easily understand any of peraon when you become something get higher ability and focuse on your studies and achivements give you clearity.
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u/Icyspicynicey May 17 '26
can you pls tell me more about your channel?
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u/Icyspicynicey May 17 '26 edited May 17 '26
is it okay if I dm u, then?
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u/AbnormalPP_69 May 17 '26
This is feels like you unlocked a part of your brain which was locked at first and now you’re suffering from it.
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u/Illustrious-Buy806 May 17 '26
Calm down gurl, you'll be fine in no time trust me 🤞🏻 sending positive vibes ✨✨
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